The Passion on My Life

miss the time, miss the members!

2011-10-25T20:47:00.000-07:00

oh gosh, i was woke up in the morning and surfing on internet..

suddenly, i clicked into Amy jie jie's blog..

http://amyjea.wordpress.com/2011/10/11/%E5%A8%81%E5%B0%BC%E6%96%AF%E7%9A%84%E5%88%9D%E7%A7%8B%E5%BE%88%E5%A4%8F%E5%A4%A9/

it's all about us!

in a sudden, i miss u guys so much..

miss da Europe Trip so much..

it's past too fast, we still haven manage to get more closer and it's end.. =(

tonite is gonna meet a few members from europe trip..

wondering who will be attend? hmm.. let's blog tonite mayb.. haha

this few day is staying in kl for job hunting.. grr..

get one call for interview, but the location is so so so faraway from my home..

forced to give up the interview, somemore the position is not really suit me..

what to do...? wait for another call then..

wondering, what can i do today..

baby said, stay home and be good girl.. owrzzz~

i wanna go gold coast, BADLY...

depressed recently

2011-10-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

is it because i am too free and nothing to do?

i am thinking tons of nonsense these days..

Oh Gosh, i was used to quarrel with him after i landed in Malaysia..

Sometime, i am so wish that i could staying in UK..

so i dun need to face all the fact here..

how am i suppose to face them and solve them one by one during the time that i am so weak?

a lot of things come together, how am i going to digest it and knock it down one by one?

hey dear, i am so weak now..

can u carry my worries, and my burden? how much i wish i could tell u this~ ahah.

for the matter, i accepted, forgiven, adapted and forgotten..

but, please.... no more next time..

indeed, i am too free to recall it all one by one..

indeed, i am too free to pick it out and quarrel over and over times with u..

indeed, i was minded.. mind of her.. mind of my in-confidence..

the fact it, i need not to worry so much..

because i have to be faith on myself.. a special person in my whole life.. haha

i keep repeating for reminding myself, FATE will bring us to our right path..

Fate will bring us heading to the way to our true love..

no matter wat, i am loving you now.. and i never regretted..

no matter wat challenge we will be facing, we will face it together. we will knock it together, hold our hand tightly and go on until the end of our life..

lol.. it's so mushy, awwwww~ Xp

but, i have a question

"am i your ideal one, my dear?"

it's FREEDOM after bitters!

2011-09-08T11:48:00.000-07:00

finally, i had ended my study in my academic life after 16years studying!

today, we finished our last paper.. woohoooo~

finally, I AM GRADUATED! Xp

we had went to the farewell talk and had some desserts there..

time flies, i still remember the date we came, 3 months ago..

and now, every of us are going to pack our luggage and going back home..

but, we are going to Europe before heading back to Malaysia..

i had a good time with you guys..

hope u all enjoyed too! =)

luggage for storage-CHECKED!

OMG, my room is currently in a mess!

i am going to pack all of it nicely before i leave here..

words for you guys,

thanks everyone for the tolerance in this 3 months..

we are just like a family..

dinner together, class together, study together and fight together..

we wouldn know how our future are going to be..

and we might be separated..

but, wish u all enjoyed the life here..

all the best in coming future and....

let's ROCK the EUROPE!

enjoy as MAX as we CAN! cheers all!

生病了

2011-09-06T16:15:00.000-07:00

生病了，而且病了好久..

朋友都取笑我，人高马大地，怎么身体那么虚弱..

拜托，我也不想的好吗..

考试时间谁希望自己生病阿?

但是最近真的发觉，身体越来越虚弱..

风一吹来，咳嗽就不会停下来了..

吃了明明就不辣但是加了一点点辣椒的食物,咳嗽又来了..

到底要多久，我的身体才会慢慢好起来？

妈咪说是因为不能适应外国的天气，所以容易生病..

看得出他们很担心我，他也是..

我保证，我会控制自己的饮食，不会吃不能吃得东西，虽然我好想吃...

我会慢慢好起来，然后不会让自己再生病，打勾勾哦~ hehe

今天，被称赞了，他说我读书的时候很认真..

很开心，一直都很欣赏认真地女生，总是希望自己能够为了自己的理想奋斗..

虽然，读书并不是我的理想，但是为了让我的大学生活画下美丽的句点，我会努力的..

其实我希望，自己能够独立一点，坚持自己的理想..

以前总是能够为了自己放弃爱情..

为什么现在当想这样做的时候，又感到力不从心..

不是说放弃爱情，但只是稍微偶尔有时放一边边..

也会担心他的不愉快..

是好事，还是坏事??

又下雨了，这几天老是下雨..

感觉好像好好睡哦~

不自觉地又困了..

不行，今天要读书了..

为了最后一科奋斗~

为了会去见家人见他，做最后一次的句号!

虚弱的身体

2011-09-02T17:03:00.000-07:00

我，生病了！！

在马来西亚很少咳嗽的我，来到英国，咳嗽了~ 唉..

上个星期喉咙痛，这个星期咳嗽..

多两天我就考试了..

要这样对我吗?

朋友说，我身体很虚弱，很后悔，没有听妈妈的话按时吃vitamin c..

一边读书，一边生病的感觉真的很不好..

明天，明天，我就要去看医生了！

挨了好久，男朋友每天催我看医生，但是我这个大懒虫，却每天当耳边风..

真的好痛苦啊，不管了!

每天都在吃药，为什么大家都健康，只有我..

秋天的风，让我的病很难痊愈..

好讨厌..

要是这个时候的我是健康的，就能出门走走，就能吃最后一个星期的英国小吃..

就能很专心的读书了..

但愿我能迅速地痊愈..

祈祷，加油

你.我.他.她

2011-08-31T17:45:00.000-07:00

这几天接到你的消息,我们是有多久没联络了?

好久了吧,自从她生了孩子,自从你们结了婚..

我都快忘了是多久前的事了，快两年了~

原本以为，放弃我的你会和她过的很好，心里还酸酸的。。

没想到事情比我脑袋瓜能想出的复杂。。

说真的，我很同情你，但是我真的不知道我能为你做什么~

我回不去以前，为了你总是勇往直前的那个我。。

我回不去以前，为了你放弃所有东西的我。。

我回不去以前，就为了你载我回家而感动了2年的我。。

我回不去以前，为了跟你在一起，把你的父母当成我自己的父母的我。。

我回不去以前，那个傻傻的，只要觉得你在我身边就够了，不在乎以后你会怎样对我的我。

现在的我，有了另一个他，对我很好的他，凡事以我为重的他。。

常常为了乱发脾气的我，伤心难过的他。。

常常为了逗我开心，去买了一整set angry bird, hello kitty手表的他。。

把我捧在手心里当作公主的他。。

他对我的好，是你在那3年里从没做过的。。

我很珍惜，也很庆幸。。

现在回想，真的很庆幸，因为当初没有熬下去，没有跟你说“我会等你的”

她，贸贸然闯进了我们的生活。。

为了认识3个月的她，你放弃了相处了3年的我。。

我很惊讶，为什么你们的每一个决定都那么的草率。。

我们分开后，没过几个月，你们就订婚了。。

还没痊愈的心，狠狠的被捅了一刀。。

开始止血，结着痂的心，又伤了一遍，血又开始流了出来。。

现在的你们看起来一点都不幸福。。

你说你够坚强，不然早就自杀了。。

你说换做别人，早就了结自己了。。

但是我想说，不是每个人都有你那种勇气。。

有勇气为了一个不了解，不适合的女人，放弃一个在一起3年的女朋友。。

不适每个人都像你那样欠缺考量。。

不是每个人都跟你一样那么冲动，想做就做。。

不适每个人都像你一样那么善变，说变就变。。

能安慰的话，我安慰过了。。

能详的方法，我帮你想过了。。

不知道从何时开始，你变了。。

以前的你，

常常吵着要分手。。

常常告诉我，有多少外面的女生适合你。。

常常说我不够温柔，不够情调。。

常常告诉我，没有了我，多少人排队要你，要我不要继续破坏你的行情，乖乖离开。。

常常告诉我，就算现在不分手，以后觉得不合适，连离婚都有可能。。

常常告诉我，放开你我会多后悔。。

那个自负的你，不见了。。

现在的你，像是一只狼狈又受伤的狮子，静静地在舔着身上的伤口。。

想潇洒，又担心伤害对方。。

向下定决心，但是一直被动摇。。

被她控制的死死的你。。

可能年龄大又历经沧桑的女人，比较有掌控场面的气势吧~

你可能会看到这个，但是我一点都不介意。。

我希望你会改，希望你会是幸福的。。

因为现在的我被幸福益满了。。

祝福。

exam getting closer!

2011-08-27T15:02:00.000-07:00

oh, it's time for me to blogging again..

after all assignment passed up and had some fun in London, Liverpool and etc..

again, it's the time to work it out..

the exam is around the corner..

everyone are trying their best to be the best in their last exam in their academic life..

i am so with them too. :D

but, currently facing a real huge problem..

i am SICK.. D**N~~~

i am trying my very best to get up from the bed today and forced myself start a lil bit reading to comfort my guilty heart..

i cnt eat anything i love, such as BBQ chicken, spicy fried mee, and etc..

i can only eat mee soup, and tons of water.. OH MY.. what a life..

the last exam, i should be enjoy it to the max..

but i ain't..

the stressful feeling is coming bek again..

and i was alil bit sensitive toward him again..

he was so innocent to be bear with me during these days..

OH GOSH, i had to bath and get into my bed already..

and i am successfully drag two big man to go library with me..

i need the power of FOCUS!

god, empower it to me.. and i will really do appreciate it to the MAX..

goodnite UK and goodmorning MALAYSIA!!

blogged with loves,

xiiaohaan =D

again, assignment~

2011-06-27T17:26:00.000-07:00

time flies, i am in Sheffield, UK around 1 month already..

wondering why i am not updating any uk life in my

blog..

it's because, i am busy all the time..

tons of homework and outing since first week onward..

it has never stop, even now..

i was just done my first section of my assignment..

and i realize that my table is just like having a war =.=

this assignment period is really different than before..

my two beloved team mate is not coming with me..

and this time i have to fight alone..

which mean, my dearest boy is not coming too!

it's too bad, i was facing the extremely down period after i reach here..

i miss them so much!

i bet i am still not used to the life without them..

3 months more to go, to meet my boy and my family too! =.="

oh gosh, save me from assignment!!

but, it's time to bed..

i am exhausted and i had promised my group that i will be awake in coming days..

i bet, i am just bluffing bcz sleep is important than everything to me!

aha..

goodnite UK, good morning Malaysia..

dream realizing

2011-05-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

i gonna be in plane to UK after 2 weeks later~

oh my god, it's so hard for me to describe my feeling now..

i am just like dreaming now..

so unrealistic, it's so unbelievable..

i couldn believe that i gonna make it..

and i have the chance to make it even better than i'd done here..

aha.. i am coming, my dream~

my dear precious one, take care for urself when i am not around..

keep contact.. gonna miss u badly~

memories

2011-05-02T20:48:00.000-07:00

it's a quiet day, and i am alone in home~

trying to rearrange my laptop's file, clear the space, cz it is so damn lag~

and i accidentally click into a no name file..

all of the old memories come bek~

and i had been forced to recalling, everything i was trying hardly to forgot within this 1 and half year.

it's all about u..

i tot, i got no feeling when i touch them again.. but i am wrong..

i am still feeling disappointed, frustrated, miserable and pain being on ur betrayal..

i know i shouldn have any feeling toward u..

let by gone be by gone..

but, i hate u as i always do..

i was trying to be blessing, u destroyed it..

i was trying to be forgiving, u not deserve that..

i was trying to be friendly, u spoiled it..

u know what, u spoiled everything that i was trying to giving out for u..

to be harmony, peace and friendly, but i realize, u doesn deserve it AT ALL!

i wnt give u a damn..

from now onwards, we are stranger..

i need not to tell everyone our stories..

cz it not worth to waste their time for listening it..

what done is done..

i will never recall it anymore..

the files DELETED, memories DELETED, u and me DELETED.........

yumi says, goodnight^^

2011-04-28T10:30:00.001-07:00

love yumi's post tonight~

but i bet this little devil will awake on 3-4am and begging me to bring her on my bed again..

she is using this way to ill treat her mummy recently..

OH MY LIL DEVIL!

but sorry, u can only sleep on the sofa of mummy..

bed sharing is forbidden~~~

this is the only rule ur grandmummy gave once i placed u in my room!

aha, cannot imagine this lil notty baby is not around me..

i think i will cry badly without her..

although sometime she is picky.

although sometime she is notty.

although sometime she is autistic.

although sometime she is smelly.

BUT, she is my baby, my one and only baby yumi ^^

post a private picture of her..

shh.. don't awake her..

because, i am gonna get into my bed now~

goodnite everyone ^^

2011-04-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

hoho, here i am, AGAIN!

purpose: report my day!

it's been a busy day~

morning, awake by bro and sis on 8~

because, jie, no electric current @@ urgh, i was just went bed on 3.30am~

and then i am awake! and sit with them on my bed my room to keep them accompany..

after 1 hours, current on!

my bro told me, jie, now u can continue ur dream, we are going to gaming!

LOLX!! wat the...... forget it, i get bek to my bed, cover with my blanket, continue sleep! ha...

at the noon, after lunch, we were heading to Kluang~

to sent the trouble youngest bro bek to his school, his hostel~

here we go!!!!

accompany this two devils to have dinner and then we were back to home again~

after reach home and done my own dinner~

i started to be the maid, ford the clothes~

first time enjoying fording the clothes with Jay's 2007 concert VCD! huuu

now, i am a little bit headache and typing as a part timer blogger~ ha...

and my baby gal, yumi~ is sleeping sweetly!

OMG OMG!! what pattern is these@@

today till here, headache badly!

yumi said, goodnite everyone!!!

~it's another day~

2011-04-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

aha, i am coming for blogging again~

it's because, i am too boring with nothing to do? perhaps, yes.

there it goes.....

it's another day without parents..

received a sms of mummy from Europe..

it was just general msg, take care home nicely, brother's spec spoiled, and phone him..

that's all for the msg~ oh gosh..

how bout my branded stuff? how about my Long Champ?

well, she doesn't state it clearly and imma guessing this whole day~ LOLX!

anyway, do help me salut with Paris!!

a city where romantic stories created!

do take care, my parents, love u!

aiks, and then, today imma kinda in mood!

i went mini market nearby and bought some ingredients for our handmade dinner!

but the outcome is just sucks in the appearance, but sis said, it does taste good!

oh, it was so sweet and proud to listen on that~

but, we were having our "phone light" dinner.

reason: out or current at that moment..

and we were discussing whether to stay and suffer or to leave to another comfortable house..

during we were concentrating on our discussion, the light turned ON!! olala~

AND, discussion ended on that time~

now, i am sitting inside my lovely room and do my blogging~

yumi stood up and asking mummy hug and carry~

so i did what she requested.. what a lovely daughter.. Awww

she is getting more and more adorable and she love to stick with me~

she stand and requesting for carry the every time i am free and facing my lappy~

i dunno the reason on her changes, but it does really a good change, good characteristic babe~

i can feel about her heartbeat through my leg, it's so peaceful ^^

dearly darling

2011-04-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

it's been half month since we last meet..

how long can we doesn't meet each other for this time?

in fact, i dare not think about it..

dare not remind myself, about it..

i know, i will feeling lonely.

i know, i will doubt our relationship.

i know, i will suspect you.

i know, i will miss you more than what i did now..

if i realize the duration we doesn't meet up..

so, i dare not think!

but now, right now, right here!

..I MISS YOU..

i had tried hardest to build the trust among us..

and i am partially success, so dear, maintain it =p

i doesn't willing to admit that i could miss you so much even it was only half month passed..

but i did..

never thought to exploit you in my blog.

but, desperately wanted to wrote a blog, a blog about you,

so, a post to express my feeling for you right now are created!

wanted to thank you..

thank you for pampered me like your little princess..

thank you for the effort you put in this relationship..

thank you for take care me during i am sick..

thank you for the valentine present, even tho you just scare you couldn't reach me caused by my laziness =p

thank you for bearing with my bad temper..

thank you for everything you did..

dearly darling

do you miss me? =p

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2011-03-19T20:12:00.000-07:00

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2011-02-13T21:38:00.000-08:00

Aha~ i was blur today when my msn rang and everyone greet me, happy valentine~

i was still wondering, is it my clock, my phone, my laptop and my daddy's calender were spoiled?

valentine should be on 15th Feb isn it?

today is just 14th Feb~

BUT, i m really a big head prawn~

today is VALENTINE!! yea yea

valentine is just a normal day for me~

i had been past 22s valentine with myself even i was in a relationship with someone else..

this year, i am still alone with my single status since one year ago~ ha~

BUT the differences are, i am receiving few present

s from my frens~

firstly, a bag of snack and biscuit from my dear baby--Lynnet!!

second, a cargo for yumi from my 亲爱的--pipermilk!

third, a bag of pampers for yumi from serene!

the coming present should be from my bro--khwee!

to my bro and baby, thanks for thinking of me even u are in another country! hehe~

my air is full of love even i am not PHYSICALLY in love!

to all, HAPPY VALENTINE!!

2011-02-06T18:14:00.000-08:00

~Happy Lunar New Year to ALL~

i was busy and left the blog empty since months~

renewing some updates with all ^^

finally, i mentally spent my new year this year~

kinda enjoy of it~

the first day of new year we went to my first and second aunt's houses~

*get ANGPAO* XD

second day, all of the aunts came to my house~

chit chat and renew the updates of each other~

although there was some unhappy things when they mentioned about me..

but that's gonna past very very soon.. i am sure =)

the third day, we went to visit other aunts and my uncles~

had buffet in 2 places for the dinner..

my stomach was never felt hungry in that night *GOSH*

perhaps that's long time nvr write blog, i really dunno wat should i write here~haha

so, i just writing in very brief form~

photos will be updates in FACEBOOK

stay tuned! =)

2010-12-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

hohoho~~ Merry Christmas~~

Christmas is around the corner~

TODAY is Christmas Eve~

gonna spend my days in hometown~ with my families and my daughter~

tonite gonna having steamboat with my families~

tmr we will have a christmas party celebration, gift exchange session~

there are so much of things need to do these 2 days~

firstly, bath for yumi~ myself or petshop?? yiiii~~~~ wondering

secondly, need to buy exchange gifts and birthday gift for bros..

thirdly, get some accessory for christmas night if possible~~

and more to go~~

okay, i got no time to left.. got to go~

merry christmas to all!!!!

and also merry christmas to u~ my love one~~

2010-11-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

m feeling abit lonely tonite~
tons of things are going to update~
but, m no much free time to complete it~
gosh gosh gosh~ i m damn moody!!!!

i hope, in the coming week, i could finish all the on hand job~
i hope, tmr's presentation will going to be very very smooth~
i hope, u could come bek~
i hope, i could play keyboard fluently~
i hope, tonite's prom nite is a good good night, but it doesn't!
i hope, my negative feeling will be gone very soon~
i hope, to c my parents in this coming week!
i hope, u would by my side for this moment~ jz this moment!

i have given up the things i always insist~
and, i cant nvr step backward as i always do~
look forward look forward~
i m sure, I CAN DO IT!!!
i am not an emo, I AM NOT!!!

sleep now, wake up and prepare for my presentation tmr~~~
night my world =)

2010-11-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

let's get some update for my recent life~
actually i m kinda lazy to write my life in details~
so, let's make the pictures tell~
my outfit on 9/11/2010 *last day event*
the wife of Prime Minister~
our booth outside the event hall =)
i love this table so much ^^
the dessert on tea break
my big hand, took in the toilet room i love the most~
fashion show by Amber Chia's academic
live band while the closing ceremony~
my boss and my colleagues~ Sur, Ivy, and Susan =)
the shoes i love the most which bought from Fahrenheit 88

today, i went for my first day part time job after my class~
the job is busy, yet so interesting~
i think i will love it more and more~ haha
this is my outfit of today~
my fren ask, is it u are addicted in formal wear?
normal study day, u also wearing formal?

for me, i jz think this cloth are nice, so i wear it~
nth special mean for wearing it thou~ XD

two family members were adding into my KL family~
they were bought from Vivian Tan and Clive Tan~
which counted as my family in KL la~

this morning, i remove the card in between of two containers~
Clive Tan run to me and said, " dun remove the card, DUN!!!~ u will drive them crazy~"
lolx, but, who cares? XD
i still remove it~
and he was really out of his mind~
he come to me and take them inside to toilet~
he said, instead of c i torture them he prefer to let them acc him in toilet..
wat the ..... INSANE~
then after he went to his class~
i still playing them like he nvr stop me~ haha~

now i m tiring~

sleep lo everyone~ nitez

*sleep sleep and sleep*

2010-11-07T08:12:00.000-08:00

blog updating~

firstly,
we were went to the latest open shopping center - Feirenhait88
after we submitted our assignment~
we went for dinner at 拾八风味~
the five of us~
the dishes i love the most!!!
tat was the first day opening for UNIQLO~
tat was damn long queue in front of the shop~
we were wondering wat's so attractive, so...
we JOINED it~
ruru got one jacket and jessy got something there~
for me, hmm, nth for me can get over there~
take photo for jessy when we were queuing up~

secondly,
we were bek from Melaka yesterday nite~~~
i had a great great trip this time~
thanks buddies and sistas~

Melaka, here we come!!!the gals gang car, thou i m gal too ><
been issolated
also, kuan kit, happy birthday~
as u said, i great many time d~ hehe~ i admitted~ touch leh~~~~~
and also thanks to our president, Mr Chew Shao Yew and tour guide, Mr Ken Gui~
the left one is Mr President-yew, right one Mr Tourguide-Ken~
thanks thanks thanks so muchie~
and thanks to photographer- MRS Kei Milk Min~ XDD
then we went to Afamosa, photo at Mr Beh's phone~
and had steamboat at GentingKelang before we can get bek to our home~

today i went to Pandan Indah with Jessy for her fren's grand opening~
my outfit for today~
then after that we had a lunch at Axis Mall~
the next station, we went to Wangsa Walk and had a movie- Unstoppable
with ah yew and vivian~
unstoppable
wow, that was a great movie~
i was panic for whole movie, paying all of my attention~
keep using my hand to cover my mouth like i m facing the real situation~

overall, i had a great weekend this few days~
thanks to everyone who joining us~
thanks to everyone to make the weekend perfect!
love u all~ =)

let's plan for the next trip ya~

before that, i should get my rest d~
fighting for tmr work~
jiayou foh xiiaohaan!!

*fighting, fighting, and fighting*

nite everyone~~

for complete Melaka photos please visit my facebook
http://www.facebook.com/#!/xIIaohAan

2010-11-03T14:25:00.000-07:00

woohooooo~ finally~
i done my Case Study individual assignment on 5.15am 4 Nov 2010
feeling satisfy after i done it~
my safe assign shows that i just have 1% plagiarism~
the great things i get today~ hehe

i m wondering, should i go and slp now or continue awake and do my stuff?
but i think i m going to faint soon~
so, my choice is very obvious~ =)
nitez everyone

*done, sleep, and pass up*

by the way, i m feeling more excited and looking forward to the Melaka trip~
hope we all can relief our stress over there~
play hard, eat tons, and enjoy it~
my frens, GOOO~~~~~~

2010-11-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

i m such a time waster~
i couldn't found any motivation to complete my assignment~
perhaps, i have to wait until tonite, only i can have that energy~

we went to the Oldtown in Sri Rampai to have our group motivation assignment session~
but, obviously, it doesn't worked on me~
cz my progress = ZERO~ oh my gosh!
but i m a optimist, so i am still believe that i can be complete it before the midnight of today~
gosh, gosh, and gosh!
how dare i could have this kind of thought?!!

forgive me to have some relax session before i could start my assignment again~
please to be motivated after the session end ya~ =)

i should put "DO NOT DISTURB" XD

fight it out before the trip of Friday~
i can do it =)
smile smile ya~~

*relaxing, fighting and complete it*

2010-10-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

oh my, a latest post with lots of things needed to share~

but, due to my sleeping time~
might short cut it until very very very short~ XD

firstly, the latest little present i received from my darling jessy~

kind jessy knew that my ankle chain were spoiled while a morning i woke up~
so, she did another one for me~
not really expensive, but sweet to keep~
and then, the weekend i back for my hometown~
my lovely daddy fixed the previous one for me~ love daddy, u are my best!

secondly, an accident have to be report here~
my coursemates were get into a serious outlook accident while we were on our way back to school from Khind education trip~
the most lucky things was, all of them are safe with some minor injured~
thanks god!!

thirdly, i visited dental yesterday~
and i lose my precious teeth~ T.T
it's pain when i was doing the surgery~
but luckily the dental done it speedly~
and the dentist offered me must finish up both of my antibiotics, and have my pain killer once i feel pain~
till now, i still can taste the blood in my mouth~
god, i damn hate that taste~
guess i would nvr be vampire after going through this matter~ XDD

by the way, there is no such things call vampire~
just ppl's imagine~
also my imagine, cz i m reading The Breaking Dawn~ hehe

lastly, i m looking forward excitedly for our Melaka Trip in this coming weekend~
hope it gonna be a wonderful trip and lovely memories of us~
but, before it, we gonna rock n roll for our assignment party~
which the due date of submitting is on this coming thursday~
and yet, i doesn't started anything =.=
in my planning, i should have starting by today~
thanks to my laziness AGAIN~

it's 1.34am, gonna bath soon~
i am so not obedient, bless that my fever wnt be return again~
sleep tight to everyone~

*bath, drama, and sleep*

I LOVE LIFE

2010-10-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

the begining of this blog, please forgive me for release my big SIGH~
cz, i m now reaching in kl home~
i was left my warm and lovely home and bek to kl AGAIN~
god know i m forced, but, wat to do? hehe

let's share something during my holidays~
i had bought many things to yumi and i brought it bek~
comb her hair use the latest comb i bought for her~~
wear the clothes that i bought for her~
when i saw she shaking her tails and come to me~
i feel warm and satisfy~
jz like all the trouble was gone, jz because she is right in front of me~
she loves tis bottle~
with her messy hair
i love this photo, she looks cute
old woman, as my daddy always said~
the way my baby slp~

my parents are become more and more cheerful~
i m wondering is it bcz of yumi~
but i can see that they likes yumi alot, and treat her like their granddaughter~
their attitude to yumi now is totally different from the attitude they had b4 i brought her home~

i m feeling happiness to have a daughter like yumi~
and have the parents like my parents do~
i oso love my sibling, although we will having some argument~
but, u know, u are the best one for me~
u know i love u all, i really do~~

one more thing. i finally continue to read the book of The Twilight Saga: The breaking dawn~
love the characteristic of Edward Cullen~
how nice that i could have a man like tat~
but, before i get the right man, i have to learn how to be more independent~
i should have lean on myself b4 i can lean on anyone~
cheers xiiaohaan~

now, i m gonna enjoying my movie and my dinner~
c ya guys, have a good night~

*drama, dinner and chatting*

2010-10-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

busy for few days~

not for studies, but busy for outing~
outing and drama everyday~
i was totally abandon my tutorial papers everyday~

today, finally, i get myself sometime to sit down and looking at my tutorial~
OMG, my group is suppose to done 6 questions and will be discuss tmr~
so, i m trying hard to focus on my notes and tutorial~
and also get some time to update my bloggy~
ok, now, i m going to start my homework~
c ya guys~
*looking forward, study, and drama-ing*

2010-10-11T08:50:00.001-07:00

went for few gathering in JB~

friday, meet my fren - khwee and went to danga bay after dinner~
the little monkey of the mini zoo in danga bay ^^

staying my 亲爱的's house for few days~
although i was allergy due to the doggie's fur~
but, overall, i was enjoyed~
big head wawa
格格~
旺旺yaya and me~wawa and me~ *with the swollen eyes*

they makes me miss my baby so much~
mummy and baby yumi~ my daughter is cute rite? XD

today after class and went dinner v my "S.H.E" gang =.= also with my sis gang~
we went to AU2 for Sushi King~ because of the Sushi Bonanza~
after reach home and shower, i start tidy up my notes and packed them well~
i packed the 4 subjects into different color files~ weeee~

the line is very unstable and slow~
it took me quite some time to done my blogging today~
here is my another day~
cheers~

*sleepy, drama, and reading*
nite everyone~ ^^

2010-10-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

gosh~

first time found my hand writing can be ugly like tis~
my hand is shaking badly~
jz like when i entered into the exam hall~
starting to hate writing so much~

and since i heard we need to write 4 pages for one Q when we study in SHU~
i directly got a thought to give up my degree top up study in UK~
haax~

but i will try my best to achieve it~
god bless me

*writing, reading and drama-ing*

bye for today, and i miss u again~

2010-10-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

result was out~

and i've done it badly~
i admit i failed to pay attention to the class i had in last semester~
so, this is wat i deserve~ since i was fooling around on last semester~
i nvr get so worse result within this 2 years~
it will be really unforgettable for my advance diploma study life~

anyway, there are still some chance open up for me to score the better result~
tis semester, the last semester i will be attending classes~
the last 2 semester for me to enjoy the study life~

get my own prepare and gooooooo till the end of the exam day~

buck up buddies~
we are always the best~~

gonna miss u guys lots after tis semester T.T

2010-10-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

blogging blogging after one week left~
i was busy on last weekend~
nvr been so meaningful~
i mean, my work~
work as promoter in HOMEDEC (dunno if i spell it right) lol
get some new fren and left something behind~
tat was fun!!
had lunch alone, went work alone, bek alone, and i love to being alone~
the scene i had taken after i finish my work on the first day~

many things i have to left behind~
no matter i m willingness or been forced~
i admit, i still care~ but, there is no making any sense anymore~
whoever mind if i still care?

be focus on wat i m doing~
be nicer to myself~
loving myself more and more, day by day~

while time passed, i will be used~
i will recover, as the person i used to be~

*fighting, fighting, and fighting*

for myself, and for the person who loves me

2010-09-28T11:42:00.001-07:00

the end of the pages~

look forward, look forward!!!!
i m fine, nvr be so fine as i am now~ haha

and i found out the words i hate the most~
dunno, en and oh~
nvr hate them as i am now~
i m insane

still not touching my book yet~ yawn
*drama-ing, dreaming, and boring*

2010-09-28T00:42:00.000-07:00

opps, i m here~
and i m skipped my today class for nothing~

yesterday i went for a product training~
the first time i found myself can be so torpid and shy while i m trying to promote the product to my boss~ haha
i was used to be a talkative gal~
but also the first time i found the passion on my life~
i felt like wanna achieve those personal achievement~
i start to love my life which not just for study, loves, movies, games but also work~
i can work and to support my own living expenses now~
although mummy still giving, but i can get watever i wants if i m affordable~
WOOT~

after the training, i joined my sis and yinyeh at KLCC~
for lunch and also for a movie that i wished to watch since long time ago~
which is STEP UP3
highly recommended tis movie, the best movie i watched in 2010~
i love the way they dance, love their passion on wat they wanted to do and to achieve it~

by the way, there were 5 little angmo gals who sitting in front of us~
their reaction is very big in watching this movie~
stand up and claps their hands, make some victory noise when the PIRATES is getting the champion~
found they were so cute and so true~
it makes me feel quite enjoy in watching tis movie~
BUT, y.y was sleeping in the beginning of the movie started~ XDD
we tease on her until today~ lol
such long gas la~ haha

hmm, i really need to start my studies earlier in tis sem~
i still feeling like to go UK with all my cute classmate ^^
but, i m feeling really sleepy now~~ *yawn*

*drama, gaming, and chatting*
and continue put my books aside
(*.*)"

bek to usual~

2010-09-26T10:18:00.000-07:00

exam had finished and holidays had also finished~
it's the time to bek to my usual pathway~
I DUN WANT!!!

but tis is not under my control~
the fact is, i have to come bek and complete it~ sigh

so, i get the bus ticket and come bek to kl continue my study life~
was raining heavily~
cnt even c the highway clearly~

finally we were reach in our home in kl~
have some chat and gossip with my housemate then start to do our own things~

now feeling sleepy while writing the blog~
brain is not functioning, dunno which words should write~
and how to write in proper English~
*although i m always writing the broken english XDD

it's the time for me to brush teeth and say hello to my bed~
hu, the weather is so cold, the first time i switch my fan at 2 instead of 5~ lol~
i think tonite will be a great nite for dreaming~
bye guys~

tmr, i m gonna attend a product training~
hope all the things go smooth~
wish me luck~~

~~sleeping, relaxing, and dreaming~~

2010-09-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

i am gonna having an insurance test tmr~
may all the bless be with me~
but due to the effect of the medicine i had ate~
i m fully blur when i was studying~

now, i m continuing~
hope i can cope with it and pass it tmr~

bless me~~~

~~studying, studying and studying~~

2010-09-23T08:18:00.001-07:00

today i was brave enough~
i m sick and i use this weakness and trying to take some "little" advantages from my dad~

the story is just like tis~ erhem !!
start it now:
my dad was bek from his badminton game just now~
and i was petulance with my mommy for get me an IPHONE 4~
but obviously mommy refused~
my daddy walked in from the stages and ask me is me still sick~
i said yes, and continue by mommy,: she will be just fine after you get her an iphone 4~
and then ,my daddy directly turn to my little baby daughter and played v her~
he was indirectly ignore me and indirectly refused to buy me~ cry T.T

so, i decided to get it after this semester and after i get myself a job~
seriously, i gonna make it~
in compensate, i'll get myself a Casio watch first~ haha
actually decided to get it d, but confused when Iphone is launched today~

but since i cnt get iphone in this period~
then buy myself a watch to be my own birthday present ba~~
YAY~

gosh, i m gonna to take my insurance test in this coming saturday~
but yet, i m still online-ing instead of touching the books~
few days left, hope i can get a better result from the test~
~~god bless me~~

now, gonna shut down my pinky lappy and laying in my warm bed d~
~~it doesn pain, i m not sick~~

2010-08-31T14:01:00.000-07:00

hello, my long lost blog~
there are damn much of things were happened recently~
very hard to define one by one~
but luckily, the things were been solving one by one~

but i m growing damn fat recently, i cant believe the one who standing in front the mirror is me~
gosh, but now is in the exam period, i cant do anything on my oily stomach~
i need food, need energy~
just let me keep on eating and filling my energy until the end of the exam~
haha, although i know, it was just an excuse for myself~
i will never stop eating no matter wat~

home sick badly recently, i really miss my family~
as much as more than my imagine~
i never know that i could be so dependence on my family~
i never know that i would miss them like i would never see them anymore~

and i discovered one things~
the reason of a marriage~
guys, please do well and deepest consideration before u had the "deepest" relationship with a gal~
if not, u might end up with the situation as my fren did~
his gal, is having a baby~
although there are some doubts on whether who is the father of the baby~
but, he still need to responsible on that~
i will give my fully bless to him, for his marriage and his future~

it's late of night, i m still typing for my long lost blog~
i felt so guilty for not being serious in blogging~
well, no one is going to pay any attention for it~ lolX
yet, i m still going to write it whenever i think of it~
i need to record the story of my life~
although it is not splendid, but it's all about MY life~
i might forgot any special things that i had been went through when i m getting older and older~

well, now it's the time for me to say bye bye to my pinky laptop and say HELLO to my pinky bed~
may everyone get sweetdream and goodnite~

~working working and working for both drama and exam~
~i m fine, i m good, i m independent~

~cleared~

2010-08-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

i had currently cleared many things from my previous life~
cleared my assignments,
cleared my blur relationship status,
cleared my exhausting last minutes job habit~
besides than revision and classes, i m still left some free time~
the time only belong to myself, my fren and my family~
i m finally going bek warmy home by tmr~
oh my, i love my home, and i miss my home~
soon, i will be clear all my homesick for going bek and relaxing for a few days~
mommy daddy i m coming bek~

recently, my lovely mommy keep annoyed and nagged
"what is the things keeping u both from coming bek here?"
mommy, we got alot of assignment to be complete.... we miss u too okay? =)

besides than my family~
i m enjoying my current life, no more sadness, no more pathetic~
i m alone, alone without anyone who could pathetic my future life~
i m feeling glad~ the first time found myself so true~
living on the world by being my own~
love the feeling~

relief at tis moment

2010-07-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

passed up my ITL 1st coursework today~ feeling relief~
but i m kinda scare that my work would be reject and asked to re-do by tutor~
please, dun treat me like tat~ i will do well in 2nd coursework~ XD
recently were really living under the "worsen than the worst" conditions~
ppl said, assignment passed, it can be removed from my msn's display msg~
but i m not going to change it, cz, i love tat sentence so much!! weeew
after come bek from school, get a rest, a bath and went out dinner v my long lost "mummy"-teck hui
had a enjoyable dinner v him~ thanks ya~
and i had a nap, a very short nap, to restore my energy~
wat's the purpose? i dun know, jz dun think to sleep too much~

there is so much of things happened surrounding me~
for the person, i just can say sorry, bcz i m really love my life now~
i dun wanna change it~

gosh, ther are 2 coursework coming up and needed to hand over by next week~
busy days are coming again~
bucks up for everyone, bucks up for Foh Xiiao Haan~
after tis semester, all the things will become so piece of cake~ XD

*let's messed all the things up tonite*
taadaaaaa~~~

schedule FULL T.T

2010-07-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

hmm, i think it is really necessary for me to get a daily calender~
so that i can arrange my time perfectly~
my time for tis week is temporary full~
i spare it to assignments, weiwei's convo, baby sis's convo and yumcha v senior~
i have no time left~
everyday is busy day~
attending class, and come back and have a nap~
wake up at nite time, start do some reading and chatting~
one day passed~
how many week i had passed?
i have no idea~ jz know that, everyday passed very easily and jz like a blink of my eyes then i will lost one more day~
time is really not enough for me~
god, can u give me more??

~flowing thought of mine~
i m really damn enjoy my current life~
i m having watever i m pursuing~ except going bek hometown~ =.=
i m starting in appreciate in everything i get and those ppl which give me everything of this~
feel thankful and appreciate to everyone which ever crossed my life~
you all are the best!

my heart is filling with the warmness and love that u all gave~

*hugs and kisses*

PICK ME

You're my favorite part of the day
And every morning I look forward to me seeing your face
I just need to see it some more
Baby I'm the kind of guy who can appreciate a girl as
amazing as you
So you gotta be my baby girl

*SWEET*

u are not irreplaceable~

2010-07-11T10:58:00.000-07:00

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

flowing thought of mine:
there was someone who telling me that i would be regret for chuck him away~
he said, he is the best one for me and i shouldn give up on him~
but who is the one give our relationship up first?
sorry, i m not the one~
today, while i m listening the song, i get this lyrics~
for u, u r not irreplaceable~
i can easily to get another guy~
i m still single doesn mean i m inability to get another one~
i m just wanna live v my own~
wat i love is single, but not u~
so, dun be over confidence on urself~
learn to be humble and appreciate in wat u having~

undescribable feeling

2010-07-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

finally, it's Thursday~
i attended one tutorial class on morning and skipped the rest lectures~ haha
and my weekend started~
i supposed to be happy =)
but, i m not =(
why why why???
xiiaohaan: no idea~ mayb u wanted too much than u can get?
hmm, wat i pursuing actually? am i really demand too much?
i just wanted to get back home~
just that easy~
but, i have no time~ lolx

the onli wishes of me, i really hope tat i can get through of this kind of period~
the most hardest period of me~ bucks up for myself~ XD

one more things, shopping brighten up my mood~ XD

let's set a shopping day my ji mui s~

~happy birthday~

2010-07-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

specially wrote this for u~

i dunno wat does this mean~
and seriously, i really forgot that today is ur birthday~
happy birthday to u~~~

it remind me last year, u are in UK, i m in M'sia~
but U and I, were so perfect~
we will never believe that we would be separate one day~
and now, u have her~ the one who is really can accompany by ur side everyday~
sorry, i m not the one, who can accompany u always~
who u can reach jz in sudden when u wanted to c me~

i had ever gave up my dreams because of u~
but i m still failed~
tis year's birthday wishes for u~
wish u could have a wonderful birthday, no matter who u with~
and all the best in ur career, in ur future~

~i m good, without u~

~c ya, past tenses~

Oh my~

2010-07-06T03:29:00.000-07:00

our presentation is sucks to the MAX !! lolx

fed up, but it encourage me to do it better~

things that we had chosen to do in order to console our "injured heart" is to take celebration with 8po as the reason and had a luxury meal in KLCC~
we had our lunch in a Korean Restaurant in KLCC
but, *opps, i forgot the name of the restaurant*
and then went for a short time shopping to bought the things that we needed~

huu~~ it's really makes me felt better~

we were almost lost our way when going bek for ITL class~
the things i can remember is "Jalan Tun Razak !! Jalan Tun Razak !!"
and then, we found our way bek to the school~
YEAH, we can found our way without using GPS~ GREAT!!

@my internal part@
hmm, i can't found the reason why i m feeling lonely recently~
is it because of assignment and stress?
but i m still insisting my new concept~
not to get a boyfriend in these period~
i m busy enough~ i m exhausted enough~
in a sudden, i miss my family so much, even i dare not to call back home~
i scare my tears will be dropping down~
i really dunno the reason, how could and wat is the things make me felt so down~

~hope the sun will brighten me up SOON~

and one more things, i had cut my long hair =)

~smile to myself and it do makes me feel relief~

baby han, SMILE SMILE =)

Me in latest

lunch of 4 of us~
Chai Ru, Sumin, Jessy and XiiaoHaan

~mission complete~

2010-06-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

finally we had done~
suffered for 24 hours, finally we had passed up our assignment~
but yet, that's is not really perfect anyway~
we missed out something and it made me felt guilty~

after bek from school i went and grabbed some lunch and watched drama before i can really get into my long lost warmy bed~
it's really been some time tat i nvr touch my bed, i think "he" missed me~ XD
i had totally slept around 4-5hours~
and i wake up v seriously headache~
i missed the calls from weili, he said he is going to tell me something of him today~ but...
next time la brother~ we still have long way to go~~ lala

~my internal part~
i feel tat i m tough today~ it's make me feel better~
because i used to be tough and i have to be tough~ ther is no one can lead on except my family~
well, sometime friends will do, but depends~
not every friends is suitable to lead on~ they will leave me one day~
so, i have to learn to settle all the things myself, hide my real emotional~
in term to protect myself from "that kind" of hurt~
ouch, it's pain~

now i m going to read the case which would be discuss on tmr~
c ya guys~

^reading, reading, and reading^

28/6/2010

2010-06-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

i had an exhausted weekend~
i m living without discover wat date is today~
i m totally forgot that today was Sunday and now the time goes to Monday~
gosh, my holidays were gone, gone without any symptom~ sad sad

i was focusing in doing my Moral assignment and some outing with dear fren tis few days~
i really cnt accepted that my holidays had been passed like tat~
monday again, time to start fighting again~

i was facing my pinky lappy this whole day, and my eyes are blur in every vision now~
i m sleepy and tired, but i have to done it before i can get in my dream tonite~

about my internal part~
i m living without love recently~ but tat's nt a bad things for me perhaps~
i can make all the decision myself without worry tat someone will pissed by my decision~
i found freedom, while i m losing so many things that i had ever belonged~
i m feeling glad to get wat i m having now~

now, i m downloading the last part of our assignment~
and my line is sooo suckz~

*loading, loading and loading*

sleepy study nite

2010-06-25T14:49:00.000-07:00

it's 5.49am now, and i m still awake for my midterm test later~
i think i m the onli one who still awake in this time, except those who are now living in UK~
fighting with my book and notes, and feeling really sleepy~
how nice if i m still stay inside my blanket~ XD

continue fight with it~
nite everyone, but good morning for me~ =)

~independent day~

2010-06-14T04:44:00.000-07:00

just like the title i wrote~
it's an independent day to me~
i had tried the things which i wanted to do so much and never do it in my 22years~
which is, having lunch alone, shopping alone, movie alone and do everything alone by my own~
but i did it today~ i m really surprising myself in doing all the things alone today~

woke up on 10am today, feeling lazy to went class and i thought i will b skip it also~
but, i am not, i m attended it in the end~
wearing the most casual way to school, because i thought i will direct back home after class~
but, i am not, a sudden mind pop up, maybe i should go KLCC shopping and have some reading~
then i ask my schoolmate for some accompany~
sumin said no, chai ru said no, and the gang named "SK4" said no~
kk say no too, but he ask me, how could u go KLCC with "tis kind of" clothing?
eh hemp, Mr kk, wat is mean by "tis kind of" ?
whatever, i doesn't care about it~ because i suppose to be my own~

so, finally, i decided to go on my own~
to experience the "first time" of me and trying to be more independent~
so i went to get the movie ticket for myself first~
and then i went for my lunch~
sat in the middle of food court, i doesn't feel lonely as i thought~
i m feeling enjoy instead of lonely~
before go for my movie, i went to get one middle size of popcorn to myself~
but, i was unable to finish it my own~ left half and throw it~
after the movie, i went for some shopping, i was planning to buy so many things~
but ended up, i didn't get anything from there, and this is so called "window shopping" GOSH
oh ya, one thing to mention, the attitude of the staff in BodyShop is terrible~
before she showing me her attitude, i was really thinking to get some scrub and make up remover from them~
but, i return all the things back into their initially position when she talked to me~
i can get them somewhere else besides from KLCC outlet~ HEMPT

and then i m on my way bek to home~
my very first independent day to me~
now, i m hungry while waiting my sis and housemate to be awake~
i need food, need dinner~
wake up please !!!

dinner time~~~

phrase of today:

咬到烂苹果，虽然吐掉了，味道还会在嘴里徘徊；
选错了男人，虽然分开了，心痛依旧在心里发作~

photo gallery:

my lunch

hesitating, which one to buy?

reading in Kinokuniya

love their hairstyle, will bring yumi to cut it in this coming weekend XD

my popcornmy movie ticket

2010-06-13T09:33:00.000-07:00

the story of today~
i woke up on 2.30pm today, and start chatting with mary while waiting my sis and Willson get ready themselves and accompany us for lunch~
it's too bad, the stall i love so much was closed on that time~
so we went to wangsa maju and had our lunch, mary went bek PJ after lunch with us~

after reached in home, my sis checked on her phone and told me that ice was looking for me~
i made a call to him and he came and had a drink with me~
we were really nvr had a drink together for quite sometime~ miss da old time~
we almost chat about everything which happened on us recently and after our last meet~

afterthat, he sent me home~
and i started to edit my blog, and picture which was taken yesterday and uploaded them on facebook~
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=183559&id=701731015&l=cd9cc4e8c0
kindly give it a view and give some comment on my shooting skill ya~ XD

a phrase on today:

you are the deepest wound of me, i will never believe that i m falling so deep with you~

ppl ask:"who is the guy, and how could him hurt u so much~"
my answer is, actually i haven't meet the guy, even my ex boyfriend, he was a wound to me, but the wound is getting recover until i couldn't found the exactly position of it~
so, i m just writing based on my emotion on that time, take it easy, all my friend~ =)
i m fine~

well, another day passed, tomorrow will be a brand new day and schooling day =(
but i still have to face it~
hope that, i can become more independence, more brave, more tougher~
pray harder and harder for myself day to day~ XD

time to bath~ ewww~

photo gallery:

ice and me~

today for me 13/6/2010

2010-06-12T13:26:00.001-07:00

wow, finally edited my blog after my long long "vacations"
does anyone miss me here? the answer is, no~ whatever~ XD

today, i had went through an adventure day~
with alot of fun, panic, boring, disappointment, and laugh~
i went genting with my ex-housemate,mary; and jimui, chai ru
hmm, what is the purpose we went there?
we went there for a long queue in skyway, bcz it is school holidays and we only noticed it after we saw the long queue~
went there for our lunch, 2 in 1 steamboat and bbq buffet~ RM30++ per pax~ satisfy
went there for the environment there, the cold weather, but today, it was sunny day, no strong wind and cold weather, it made me felt disappointed~ lolx
went there for some evidence which proved that we really went there today XD, pictures

and we almost forced to overnite in Genting tonite~
the reason is, we missed the bus~
we were half hour early to skyway bus stand, but we still missed the bus, why?
it's because the smartest driver put the signboard as OneUtama, tat's why we doesn get into the bus and thought that wasn't the bus for us, because our destination is in Gombak~
that's the progress that we missed the bus, aren't we brilliant enough? lolx
i called my friend to make sure whether there are any empty hotel room for us~
but she said reservation is fulled, so i called my beloved sister to ask whether they can meet us there and back to our home together after dinner at Gohtong Jaya~
they agreed, but chai ru think they will be in dangerous, so she rather take bus to Bukit Jalil and transfer to Starline Lrt~
so in no other choices, mary and me chosen to follow chai ru's plan and ask my sis and housemate fetch us in Titiwangsa Station and have our dinner together in Genting Kelang~
after dinner, mary suggested that perhaps we should go for some archery~
but we can't found the place; it might bankrupt without our notice perhaps~
then we went for pool, my sis and me in a team, mary and chai ru in a team~
it's too bad, i m still as poor as previous, doesn't have some improvement~
that's why i was counted on my sis, she isn't disappointed me at all~ XD

this is the adventure of us today~

hope everyday is happy day, sadness, leave me please!
thanks, and god blessed~ =)
to be continue...

假装

2010-03-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

这几天想了很多~关于我和你~
我知道，复合，没有可能了
想着从前跟你的一点一滴，眼泪，不流了
是好的现象吧

看到了你跟他的合照
他把它放成了profile pic~
心里有点怪怪的感觉，但是我不想去知道这是什么感觉
知道了，更痛
好不容易把所有的痛都埋起来了，不想再挖出来

现在的我，喜欢一个人的自由，不再等你的信息
不再期待你的电话，不再像要听你说“我爱你”
我总是告诉自己，要把你真正的放下，才会获得更多
如果以后，我遇到了另外一个男人，我会记得你
记得你带来的快乐与伤害
然后开始害怕一段恋情的开始，因而拒绝他
不是因为你，绝对不是你
而是因为，我不想再依靠一个人，和电话
开心因为他，伤心也因为他

最近好喜欢戴眼镜，因为带着它，它会提醒我，不要再愚蠢的相信爱情的美丽
爱情也会伤人
戴着它，感觉有一道墙，把我跟其他的人都隔开了，让我更清楚地知道单身的好

最近，我真的好忙，忙着建筑一道我自己的墙，一道坚固的墙
假装我不在乎，假装什么都不知道，假装我不想念你，假装根本不想知道你过得好不好~

~最近的我~

2010-03-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

努力了，却也分开了~珍惜你给过我的一切，礼物，回忆
最近的我们，常常联络，感觉像回到了从前~
但是我的心好像开始飞了，不想要复合了
你说过，现阶段的你，想要专心拼你的事业，我没有意见
因为现阶段的我，不想为你停留，想要探索我自己的天空，走走看没有你牵着我一起走的路
有时候会觉得，没有了你手心的温暖，我会很寂寞
有时候会觉得，没有了争吵，我活得更自在
现在的我，在你面前不需要小心翼翼，有什么说什么，你也不会发脾气，真好~
晚上了，寂寞的时间到了~
还好我找回了部落格~可以在这里畅所欲言~
打发我得无聊时间~

今天的天气好凉，凉得我好开心~*怕热*哈哈
看起来好像要下雨，却整天都没有下~像极了我的心情~想哭，哭不出来~
好想念我kl的朋友同学们~开学，好像离我好远哦~伤心
同学们，你们有想念我吗？

这几天看了MR J的blog感触良多~哈哈
也想通了好多~
悲伤，难过，不舍，慢慢走出了我的生活~
每天看浪漫电影，让自己没有了爱情还是会充满着浪漫的憧憬~哈哈
今天接到通知， Ms Betty要结婚了~
一开始很震惊，心想，好快哦~好姐妹要结婚了~
最后当然是送上我热腾腾的祝福阿~好姐妹勒！不能出席他的婚礼，好内疚~
bank in 红包可以吧？betty,这样我会很特别哦~哈哈
今年错过了两个朋友的婚礼，下一个，我一定要去！不论如何
凤凤，等我啊！！！！

想想，身边的朋友都脱离单身了，而我，却结束了3年的感情恢复单身~
伤感~ 努力地告诉自己，单身很好啊，至少可以光明正大的看外国帅哥~
可以光明正大的做我想做的事，不被束缚~哈哈

孤单的夜晚，就写到这里拉~明天继续~！！

09/02/2010

2010-02-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

想要给你的话，也许你看不到，也许你会觉得很无聊，但..都是我的真心~ 我希望你珍惜

第一次，那么痛恨自己的无知，任性。。
在毫无意识中，原来你走了那么远~而我，停留在原地~
一滴滴眼泪用着想你的心情，写出了一直想对你说的话~
发脾气，因为感觉你不关心我了~
很伤心，因为你快走出了我的框框~
我曾经对某个人说，现在的我可以跟你在一起是多么幸福的事~
但是现在的我，变得不幸福了~
我希望你能够表达对我的感觉，哪怕只有一点点~
但是你，在忙碌的工作中，把你的心门关上，我进不去~
我被困在爱你的陷阱里，走不出来~
我们经历了那么多，最后我还是输了~
输在我太爱你~
为了你，我曾经放弃了那么多的原则，脾气~
为了你改了你不喜欢的~只为了让你像从前一样把我捧在手心里~
但是我错了，其实改，根本不能把失去的感觉找回来~
我们距离太远了，不管是实际距离，还是..心的距离~
可能过了这段过渡期，你好了，但是我走了~
现在真的很想放弃，但是我要为自己，为我们在努力一次~
努力过了，就算失败，也都认了~

也许，放弃你我会过得更好，但是没有你的日子，我真的很难想象。。
最近的你，真的让我好心痛~
让我们回到从前，好不好？

moody days

2010-02-05T02:19:00.000-08:00

~feeling hard currently~ i had been keeping out of ur world~
~u r fully controlling by ur work, boss, and clients~
~me? i m still here for u~
~will blow my temper on u, because of i m scared of losing u~
~will tell u wat i m thinking about u, because i m scared we lack of communication~
~will angry on myself, because of i m scared i m pushing u out of my world~
~u know, u r so important to me~
~miss the day u hold me jz like i m ur treasure, feel so warm and happiness~
~u said i made u so exhausted, but i m jz demand a comfort of u~
~u r so stingy to give me any of tat~
~i m feeling sad, i m losing u and also myself~

shopping dayss~ 27/10/2009

2009-10-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

went shopping with chai ru, shun xiang and vannessa yesterday~
the feel was sooo great~
long time never shopping d~
now showing the clothes that i tested yesterday~
they say this one nice, including my dear~
bt in the end, i bought tis one~ because can wear to school~

then, the following is the clothes which had belonged to me~

this few clothes and shoes cost me RM250~ lolx
but after bek to home, i start to regret because of din get the yellow color shirt~
keep persuading myself to forget it~
bt still keep thinking of it~ haha
bt tat clothes is quite hard to suit my jacket's color~

and i bought a color lens online~
aqua color~ nice color!!

took a photo of mine simply b4 i went for a long nap~
my hair was ssoooo messy~ aha

26/10/2009

2009-10-25T18:35:00.000-07:00

bek from my semester break since 1 mth ago~
had my classes for 2weeks *skipped first week classes* lolx
bored classes drive me crazy~!!!

tis few days keep waiting for a weekly drama *vampire's dairies*~
a fantastic drama, but delayed last week, even cnt get episode 7~
waiting waiting n waiting~

my love was bek from uk almost 1 mth~
feel so happy can see him again~
but he is busy in looking for his new job..
seldom hav a chance to meet~
moody moody and moody~
tis few weeks rushing over jb, batu pahat and kl~
spent me quite much of bus fare~
my pocket was broken, cnt travel anymore~
hea hea~

last few weeks went for a party in maison~
new product lauching, free entrance~
bt too packed by people, nt tat fun~
photo was still in the processing~ aha

then after 2 days went jb find my dear..
without any noticed, he told me tat he wanted bring me to his fren's birthday celebration in Cabana *club*~
omg, club again?? yeap..
but i din bring any single dress, how am i going with u? i told him~
the final decision is, we went out shopping and buy those dress and high-heeled shoes before clubbing~
wat a crazy decision~
but this proved my my dear's taste~ nt bad nt bad~ haha
tat was a great night~!! thanks and again for the birthday boy *chris*
belated happy birthday~ appreciated the night with u all~

wat am i going to do today????
12pm will going to shopping with my sista *chai ru*, and my brotha*shun xiang*~
planned to buy soo many things~ ahahah

ended up for the recent stories~
sincerly
wugui mei~~

today 5 sept 2009 SAT

2009-09-05T03:31:00.000-07:00

i overnite in chai ru(laopo)'s house last nite~
initially plan is for study the english exam tat was help on this noon~
bt ends up i watching movie, and chai ru studying for her japanese exam tat coming soon~
and this morning~ i took some pics~

what is this? this is a fish, tat give up by laopo's housemate~ haha~ poor fish

while waiting for a few piggies to wake up, and our lunch~
nice ont? i smile like very happy~ is it because the heaven(exam) is near???!!
another fish~ this one is nt been give up, they are trying to save it's life~ same fish, but different destination =.=
nah, our lunch come out d~ grace cook it~ pretty rite??
pretend very hardworking, simply put the notes beside our lunch~ DENG!
grace was cooking~ serious look~ nice~
chai ru was cooking rice~ good laopo
grace was cutting the cucumbers~ good mummy~ haha

ends up, i din do anything but jz waiting for lunch~haha
feel very enjoy to get along v laopo's housemate~
miss ya, and wait me for the next semester~
i will go kacao often dee~~ haha

yumi learned "hand"

2009-08-21T04:05:00.000-07:00

the sleepy day~ feel nth to do~ so i teach some small trick to my gal again~
today, i teach her "hand"
c, there is the video of her~

exam is around the corner~
but i still cnt even memorize anything yet~
i need to study study and study~
i cannot failed again~
jiayou ya, @wugui han@

FIGHTING!!!!!!

kim chew, happy birthday~

2009-08-19T03:41:00.000-07:00

nvr updated my blog since few days ago!
i was been so busy for these few days~
on monday, tat was kim chew(our classrap)'s birthday~
we went to Little Tree restaurant for his celebration~
after the dunner we continues ar one station~
drank beer~ the first time i tried "one shot"
feel nice~ bt easy to get drunk~ ha

now, i m going the show the photo that took by me on monday~

this one is james~ a big and tall guy~ and always shy shy one~my beloved sister/fren in my cls~
MR L~ dunno y our classmate call him so~
then most disgusting person(ha ha) in our group~
megan, top student~ playful, caring, cute~!!!
huggies~ megan likes to hug me =.=" haha
nah, they were forced to taken tis picture by ME!!!

really hav fun that day~
tis few days keep going out with all my classmate~
bt exam is in the corner d~ bt i still playing non stop~
later will go out again~
tmr too~ oh my god~

hope all the classmate and my frens all the best in this coming final~
let's pass together ya~

a great nite, and a nite miss u so much

2009-08-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

i m having a great nite today with louis (phang x2), yewhong(gor x2), n yew hong's girl friend~
we went for a movie tonite~
initially watch the land of lost, but we missed the earlier ticket, so we took the ghost of girlfren~
for guy, i think they can learned how to be appreciate and treasure the gal tat was beside them~
for me, i start to miss kang~
ther was our last met since 2 mths more ago~
before he fly to UK~
many things happened on my life during the time he was ther~
we arguing, loving each other, missing each other, misunderstanding and so on~
make me miss him more~
i can't predict wat will happened on us in the future~
bt i hope he is the one, who can b last long with me~

a long leave blog

2009-08-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

i leave this blog for quite a period~
do forgive me, because i m so lazie to use my broken english for public typing~
but, i had been mentioned by a fren~
blog is a best way to release my stressful.
so i plan to give it a try AGAIN~

now, i m going to show my ADULT shih tzu~ YUMI~~@@
a shih tzu that is 1 year and 2mths old~
i took care of it since 1 year n 1 mth ago~
she is become part of my life~i loves her so much!!!
guess which one is yumi?
until now, this blog are paste so much of her growing process~
perhaps this blog is going to b hers~ha...

my blog, my life style!!

2009-08-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

feel so annoyed recently, y?
because of my annoying new owner.
please dun call me everyday and destroy my mood ok?
please dun keep control our freedom, b clear that we jz rent ur room/house!!!
please done the things that u promised me!
or else please dun interrupt my life~!!
u nvr did wat u promised me, why u expect i did wat u nvr asked??
please, leave us alone~!!
i will tidy up ur house bt please dun dun n dun call me n pointed on me again~~!
i nvr did wrong, i paid u, and clean ur house~!
that is wat i should and need to do~!!
do leave us alone~

yumi's recent photo

2008-09-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

come to update my blog dee..
oh my god.. now is during exam period..
but no mood to study at all..
took some photo of yumi for sharing..

..some words for u..
as i told u,
i m going bek to hometown 20 of sept..
will b very miss everything here..
bt i hav to start my new life dee..
hav to b more independent, b more mature and learning to made decision myself..
thank u for accompany me n take care of me tis one year n more..
now, i hav wings to fly, dun wanna to b ur burden anymore..
pls promise me to b more happy..
hope everything fine for u..
take care urself after u go UK..
bye my friend..

my puppy.. yumi..

2008-08-10T19:49:00.000-07:00

finally hav time to add on my blog.. i had bought a puppy last few weeks.. it is shih tzu breed..
when i m choosing the puppy, i noticed her 'bro' in the first place..
y? because of her bro is the most active one in their brothers n sisters..
she is really quite cute in the first sight i saw her..
very quite n innocent..
so i decide to choose her n given her a name call 'yumi'..
bt after i brought it bek n close it in its cage i realize i had been lied by it..
jz an one month old puppy.. bt the barking of it wnt lose to a adult puppy..
it barking whole night until i cnt sleep whole night..
keep accompany it until it tired.. n bring it in my room n sleep v me.. haha..
now i m sharing it two month old picture..

busyfinding something.. her favourite ball..

she like to laugh alot.. is a sweet baby..

biting something n scold by me.. hiding herself in her place..

laughing..

keepplaying.. naughty gal..

when i bring her to office.. sleepy face..

event

2008-07-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

long time din update my blog d.. too busy recently.. ok let get start to my story in last weekend..

last week,

is my first time join an event name as MY FAMILY SHOWCASE tat create by expo grand..

last week,

i get know many funny frens.. Part timer: Michelle, Cming, Sei lou yeh, oh gui, ah gu and Mr ang, full timer: jess, melissa, teressa, chia (act is che bt stupid melissa change his name), photoshooter ivan, grace, sylvia (funny dan dan), irene and other else..

last week,

let me forgot how i m tiring bcz of all the happiness r around me..

my job,

take a look for my super relaxing 'stage 2'.. bcz of most of the game r played or organised by the sponsor it own.. so i run here n ther to help other super busy ppl..

the first day,

act my super relax stage 2 oso busy in friday de.. cz we hav to help 'vico' a sponsor to find the customer to take part in their games.. its really high challenge for me.. cz wan me find ppl o.. i scare to reject by ppl.. aftertat they do some adjust.

the first game is for family, took vico's board walk cat walk on the stage to promote their product.. (who is the winner i already forgot,sorry :p)

the second game is for adult.. adult is nth can say bcz of the third game is more attracted me..

the third game is jz for small small child.. forgot to shot their pic, really cute n adorable.. in the first day i know a gabbage gal, name MICHELLE.. bcz she is sitting in front the gabbage garden.. ther hav no any ppl, so she had no business tat day, until grace move the poor gal out.. during the lunch n dinner time is really enjoyable to me.. bcz can c sei lou yeh argue v sylvia jz bcz of an 'egg'.. feel weird is it? bcz of sylvia is a super egg supporter.. each meal sure need to hav an egg if nt she will unhappy whole day.. haha.. y they argue bcz of an egg? bcz of sei lou yeh's egg is pretty than sylvia's so sylvia kept staring at lou yeh's bowl.. after all had been done melissa fetch me bek bcz she's going to find her 'fren'.. dunno is really fren or wat lar.. dun ask me.. i wat oso dunno.. haha..

the second day,

same as first day, bt tis day i m ordered to take care of chia's FIRE WORKSHOP.. in the begining i almost slp ther.. bt when those small child come in, my sleepy ghost all dunno go wher d.. haha.. chased by those adorable child d.. we need to help them wear the bomba clothes, bt some of the 'children' size too big, so we jz can provide the cap for them.. after the first round, many caps were disappear.. i run here n ther the whole day without feeling tired.. at the nite i go eat steamboat v some fren n give up the dinner tat provided..

the third day,

FIRE WORKSHOP decided nt to let children wearing the bomba's shirt.. the reason is once they gone, they will bring something from the bomba's bag.. bt those bag are borrow from other sponsor one.. very rugi la like tat.. keep on doing the same things as the first n second day.. after the customer all gone, we start to go shopping, buy tis n tat.. espeacially is FOOD. haha.. after buy my things me n chia went to the fire workshop ther print our own certificate, bt its state, for JUNIOR bomba.. we oso din care much jz keep print to ourselve.. lol.. funny.. aftertat went downstair to hav dinner.. same as saturday, i wasted my dinner oso cz going to hav dinner v my fren.. lol.. after watch them finish their dinner, we start to clear the field.. n go the stage ther tooks some leng leng's pic.. before went bek to home, i snatch 2 boxes of oligo coco(free gif) from them.. haha.. tat's all for my interesting 3 days.. apreciate it.. miss u all my fren..

it is really a nice weekend for me, although sacrifice a bitrthday of the person who is important in my life.. bt it is still meaningful to me..

copy cabbage gal de photo

mascott!! too bad i din took any photo with them

lou yeh n me promote our cap..

abit dark bt still nice memory

my family showcase last day.. have to say bye bye to everyone..

www.bloom.com.my

2008-06-07T20:34:00.001-07:00

http://www.bloom.com.my/ is an online florist in Malaysia and it office is my work place currently.. Mayb many ppl still not yet discover hav tis kind of service in Malaysia..

I would like to describe the process of how tis webside work.. Our office is places in Genting Kelang which is in Setapak area.. It is kind of online business, for sure also hav some walk in, call in and fax in customer..

Our services covered wrapping, flower design and delivery.. Some fren told me tat it is quite expensive, but can u imagine when ur lover surprisingly receive flower from u, how she or he happy is it? if u hav imagine about it then i can tell u. it is worth to spent more..

Many occasion are suitable to give flower.. such as valentine day, birthday, mother's day, father's day and anniversary.. tis 5 occasion is quite normal in our knowledge.. but nt onli tat, we oso provide the service to funeral and injury to console ur fren..

Not onli flower, we still hav the package of wine, brands, candy, chocolate, cakes and bear.

Make an order in our webside and we can deliver the gift to ur fren when u r busy, it is also convenience to u, don't u?

So wat r u waiting for? for more information u can visit http://www.bloom.com.my/ . or u can personal message me in cutewind_0917@hotmail.com, and also can call me for call ordering, which is 016-6650917..

We r waiting u to start ur first step.. Thank you..

THE MOST POPULAR PRODUCTS

Rose Hand Bouquet 05, 12 stalks red roses with purple wrapping paper

Rose Hand Bouquet 04, 12stalks red roses RM70

Lily Hand Bouquet 06, 5 stalks Madonna Lily RM90

bear with flowers bouquet 04 RM128 coffee cake 07, RM90 gift set 04 RM98 vase arrangement 05, RM138

my first time..

2008-05-28T23:49:00.000-07:00

tis is my first time start up a blog in blog spot.. actually i doesn know wat to write n wat to share v u all.. mayb for me, today is a peace n bored thursday.. keep bothering by something tat will influence my future, and oso such a hard decision to make in my life.. perhaps according to wat i said is make the things seem more complicated.. bt i m really mean it.. tis few days i seldom to stay home because of an orientation.. a work orientation, its about the FOREX investment.. initially i m apply a part time job as admin assistant, bt after the orientation they held a second interview for us.. the purpose of tis second interview is let us to make up our mind.. informed by my interviewer, admin assistant is a position tat need to do accounting document.. since he told me so, i started confusing.. bcz i nvr pass my accounting exam in previous.. so i m confusing tat should i re-apply to b a consultant.. confusing till near 2days d.. seems i m a lame person, tis kind of things oso can make me confuse so many days.. haha.. watever la.. i decided to apply as admin assistant bt is for part timer.. bcz i really lack of confidence to myself will b a outstanding consultant.. its is a job need to take risk and have to make sure tat i can manage the risk.. i cant make a promise, so better to take an fix job to do will b better to myself.. from my words above i guess u all know wat kinda ppl i m d isn it? i m a gal tat will confuse by many things no matter is it important in my life.. ^^

The Passion on My Life

miss the time, miss the members!

depressed recently

it's FREEDOM after bitters!

生病了

虚弱的身体

你.我.他.她

exam getting closer!

again, assignment~

dream realizing

memories

yumi says, goodnight^^

~it's another day~

dearly darling

Facebook (Neo Gallery)

bek to usual~

~cleared~

relief at tis moment

schedule FULL T.T

u are not irreplaceable~

undescribable feeling

~happy birthday~

Oh my~

~mission complete~

28/6/2010

sleepy study nite

~independent day~

you are the deepest wound of me, i will never believe that i m falling so deep with you~

today for me 13/6/2010

假装

~最近的我~

09/02/2010

moody days

shopping dayss~ 27/10/2009

26/10/2009

today *5 sept 2009* SAT

yumi learned "hand"

kim chew, happy birthday~

a great nite, and a nite miss u so much

a long leave blog

my blog, my life style!!

yumi's recent photo

my puppy.. yumi..

event

www.bloom.com.my

my first time..

today 5 sept 2009 SAT