Once upon a time

I am old!

I am recalling the life when i was in UK recently.

I enjoyed the time in UK and Europe with my buddies.

Although we were not seeing each other for years.

But i miss you guys so much.

How are you?

Did you miss us?

me - Disneyland@Paris

短发

第二次把长及腰的长发剪短了~
有人问我，为什么要那么冲动？
有人问我，会不会不舍的？
有人问我，你傻掉了阿？
剪一个头发都要回答那么多问题~ 呵呵

第一次把长发剪短是在2010年
是因为我要变成比失恋的那个我更好的人~
是因为我要让自己看清楚自己更明显的分别~
是因为我以为剪掉了那些长发，能把我的想念与难过都一并剪掉~
当时，有人说我很傻，有人说我很帅，有人说我很奇怪~
我都不以为意~

2010年，短发的我~

第二次把长发剪短时在今天-1/4/2013
有人问我，是假发勒，愚人节快乐！
有人问我，愚人节玩笑要开那么大meh？
我想要认真说，我没有开玩笑，这是真发我真的把他剪掉了~ 呵呵
当然，我也没有失恋~
原因为何，只有两个字“冲动”~
突然想剪，就剪掉了~ 觉得浪费，但是又很开心~
又一次，很有个性的下了决定~ 我就是这样，想做什么就做什么~

                                          2013年，长发的我                  2013年，短发

我发现，3年来我都没什么改变，只是脸圆了点~ 证明幸福是会让人可怕增肥的东西~   

Uncertainties

Well, i was disappear from my own blog since long long time ago i guess.
I am facing a lot of uncertainties recently.
and i doesn't know whether am i capable enough to face and solve them by using my own strength.

I am uncertain about my future, another way round, i am having uncertainties for my and my bf's future.
After all discussions and conflicts no matter with our own or with others.
We decided to do something new!
We are going to start our own business, the very first business of us!

Before that, i was facing the humanity conflicts with somebody else, which i thought and treat them as my own family.
It's struggling in my mind for two days.
I am wrong, been talking too much..
I am wrong, for my careless unchecked words..
I am wrong, to share my mind while i thought they will understand but eventually they don't..
I am wrong for hurting them with my unintentionally words.
I should be blame, as the one said.
I have been trying so hard today for shaking this issue out of my narrow mind.

Next, assignment.
OH MY GOD, a lot of proposals are waiting for me to complete.
I guess, my boyf is assuming that i am typing so hard for our proposal.
In fact, I am not. Ahah
Releasing stress might get me better later. Perhaps? LOL
I got a book for this business, and i will try my best to finish it as soon as possible.
I should do something, something big. To get my achievement, and gain my wealth.
My "L.D.R" said i am different from previous.
"Why?" I asked.
"U are losing ur passion on the things u wanted to do, it's so not u, the person i know, she will set target for herself and trying badly for achieving the target. That makes her charming, but u are not, u are like a lose peacock, turn ur head down and almost reaches the land.", he said.
"Am i? U serious?", i asked
"Yes, please be confidence on urself like wat u did previously, be positive and do believe in law of attraction! u can do it, and u can do more than it!", he said.
Oh my, am i getting so much worse than previously? yes, i think so.
ok, pick up urself and keep going, please.
Ignore those whom will makes me fall, just be focus and respect for the person who will grow me into better stage.
I am gonna done a best proposal for my "baby" to be born. LOL

Next, family relationship.
My sister, she is proud of me, she always feel i am the future success example for her.
I scared that i would turn her down. (in-confidence again =.=)

hmm, stop stuggling, let's go slp and kick all the trouble out from my mind!

goodnight world.

long time no see my Passion blog~

Yeap, it's really freaking long time since my last post.

I wanted to write more, but it's time for me to sleep already.

Morning class tomorrow.

Heart feeling weird, why?

Because we going to stay far apart again.

How far? One in KL one in SG consider far?

For me, it is...

How long? don't know, he needs money to come over and keep me accompany.

I am worry, worry there is another her.

Worry that the lame me will think freaking lot!

But what to worry?

he will be mine if he is.

He will leave if he isn't.

Not my turn to consider so much. *sigh*

Feeling happy, because I am getting closer to my dream.

My busy life is coming.

My career is going to start in this brand new 2013 =)

Okay, i am off to bed.

Goodnight all!

三年前，三年后~

wow, it's been three years!

或许，大家都忘了3年前我们都在做些什么..

或去，大家都不愿提起3年前我们经历的那一切..

或许，大家还记得我和你，只是不愿再一次把我们牵扯起来..

人与人之间的缘分就是那么的奇妙..

或许，现在的你会后悔，会想念..

或许，你还是一样觉得错的人是我..

但是这一切是否还重要？

3年了，记忆没变，但是人事全非..

我走了一趟很远很远的旅行，身边也有了个很好很好想要永远在一起的人..

那你呢？

虽然还有联系，但是距离生疏了~

虽然感觉你还是你，但是你还是变了~

虽然还是朋友，却没有办法真正的变回朋友~

给将来的你，我真心祝你幸福~

给将来的我，一定会比你更幸福~!

Loves to daddy mummy

I am so in love with my parents..

In my eyes they are really different from others.

I am pampered by them since i am child, even until now, when I am 24..

They are so patience for my everything..

From i was still a baby climbing on the floor, crying over and over times in the late midnight..

From i was going into primary school, crying when they were leaving the school..

From i was entered into secondary school, refused to study and keep wanted to hang out with friends..

From i was entered into diploma, failed most of my main subjects, resits, resits, and resits..

From i was in advanced diploma, maintaining the average CGPA  as hard as i could...

From i was studied degree in UK, worried me whether i am capable to take care of myself..

And until now, i am keep switching job environment..

yet,

They are still feeling so proud of me..

They will provide me everything i need on my daily life and also my job..

They will standby for me whenever i am feeling weak and upset..

They are treating me like a little princess..

I am so in love with my parents..

They are the best parents ever!!

miss the time, miss the members!

oh gosh, i was woke up in the morning and surfing on internet..

suddenly, i clicked into Amy jie jie's blog..

http://amyjea.wordpress.com/2011/10/11/%E5%A8%81%E5%B0%BC%E6%96%AF%E7%9A%84%E5%88%9D%E7%A7%8B%E5%BE%88%E5%A4%8F%E5%A4%A9/

it's all about us! 

in a sudden, i miss u guys so much..

miss da Europe Trip so much..

it's past too fast, we still haven manage to get more closer and it's end.. =(

tonite is gonna meet a few members from europe trip..

wondering who will be attend? hmm.. let's blog tonite mayb.. haha

this few day is staying in kl for job hunting.. grr..

get one call for interview, but the location is so so so faraway from my home..

forced to give up the interview, somemore the position is not really suit me..

what to do...? wait for another call then..

wondering, what can i do today..

baby said, stay home and be good girl.. owrzzz~

i wanna go gold coast, BADLY...