dream realizing

i gonna be in plane to UK after 2 weeks later~

oh my god, it's so hard for me to describe my feeling now..

i am just like dreaming now..

so unrealistic, it's so unbelievable..

i couldn believe that i gonna make it..

and i have the chance to make it even better than i'd done here..

aha.. i am coming, my dream~

my dear precious one, take care for urself when i am not around..

keep contact.. gonna miss u badly~

memories

it's a quiet day, and i am alone in home~

trying to rearrange my laptop's file, clear the space, cz it is so damn lag~

and i accidentally click into a no name file..

all of the old memories come bek~

and i had been forced to recalling, everything i was trying hardly to forgot within this 1 and half year.

it's all about u..

i tot, i got no feeling when i touch them again.. but i am wrong..

i am still feeling disappointed, frustrated, miserable and pain being on ur betrayal..

i know i shouldn have any feeling toward u..

let by gone be by gone..

but, i hate u as i always do..

i was trying to be blessing, u destroyed it..

i was trying to be forgiving, u not deserve that..

i was trying to be friendly, u spoiled it..

u know what, u spoiled everything that i was trying to giving out for u..

to be harmony, peace and friendly, but i realize, u doesn deserve it AT ALL!

i wnt give u a damn..

from now onwards, we are stranger..

i need not to tell everyone our stories..

cz it not worth to waste their time for listening it..

what done is done..

i will never recall it anymore..

the files DELETED, memories DELETED, u and me DELETED.........