~mission complete~

finally we had done~
suffered for 24 hours, finally we had passed up our assignment~
but yet, that's is not really perfect anyway~
we missed out something and it made me felt guilty~

after bek from school i went and grabbed some lunch and watched drama before i can really get into my long lost warmy bed~
it's really been some time tat i nvr touch my bed, i think "he" missed me~ XD
i had totally slept around 4-5hours~
and i wake up v seriously headache~
i missed the calls from weili, he said he is going to tell me something of him today~ but...
next time la brother~ we still have long way to go~~ lala

~my internal part~
i feel tat i m tough today~ it's make me feel better~
because i used to be tough and i have to be tough~ ther is no one can lead on except my family~
well, sometime friends will do, but depends~
not every friends is suitable to lead on~ they will leave me one day~
so, i have to learn to settle all the things myself, hide my real emotional~
in term to protect myself from "that kind" of hurt~
ouch, it's pain~

now i m going to read the case which would be discuss on tmr~
c ya guys~

^reading, reading, and reading^

28/6/2010

i had an exhausted weekend~
i m living without discover wat date is today~
i m totally forgot that today was Sunday and now the time goes to Monday~
gosh, my holidays were gone, gone without any symptom~ sad sad

i was focusing in doing my Moral assignment and some outing with dear fren tis few days~
i really cnt accepted that my holidays had been passed like tat~
monday again, time to start fighting again~

i was facing my pinky lappy this whole day, and my eyes are blur in every vision now~
i m sleepy and tired, but i have to done it before i can get in my dream tonite~

about my internal part~
i m living without love recently~ but tat's nt a bad things for me perhaps~
i can make all the decision myself without worry tat someone will pissed by my decision~
i found freedom, while i m losing so many things that i had ever belonged~
i m feeling glad to get wat i m having now~

now, i m downloading the last part of our assignment~
and my line is sooo suckz~

*loading, loading and loading*

sleepy study nite

it's 5.49am now, and i m still awake for my midterm test later~
i think i m the onli one who still awake in this time, except those who are now living in UK~
fighting with my book and notes, and feeling really sleepy~
how nice if i m still stay inside my blanket~ XD

continue fight with it~
nite everyone, but good morning for me~ =)

~independent day~

just like the title i wrote~
it's an independent day to me~
i had tried the things which i wanted to do so much and never do it in my 22years~
which is, having lunch alone, shopping alone, movie alone and do everything alone by my own~
but i did it today~ i m really surprising myself in doing all the things alone today~

woke up on 10am today, feeling lazy to went class and i thought i will b skip it also~
but, i am not, i m attended it in the end~
wearing the most casual way to school, because i thought i will direct back home after class~
but, i am not, a sudden mind pop up, maybe i should go KLCC shopping and have some reading~
then i ask my schoolmate for some accompany~
sumin said no, chai ru said no, and the gang named "SK4" said no~
kk say no too, but he ask me, how could u go KLCC with "tis kind of" clothing?
eh hemp, Mr kk, wat is mean by "tis kind of" ?
whatever, i doesn't care about it~ because i suppose to be my own~

so, finally, i decided to go on my own~
to experience the "first time" of me and trying to be more independent~
so i went to get the movie ticket for myself first~
and then i went for my lunch~
sat in the middle of food court, i doesn't feel lonely as i thought~
i m feeling enjoy instead of lonely~
before go for my movie, i went to get one middle size of popcorn to myself~
but, i was unable to finish it my own~ left half and throw it~
after the movie, i went for some shopping, i was planning to buy so many things~
but ended up, i didn't get anything from there, and this is so called "window shopping" GOSH
oh ya, one thing to mention, the attitude of the staff in BodyShop is terrible~
before she showing me her attitude, i was really thinking to get some scrub and make up remover from them~
but, i return all the things back into their initially position when she talked to me~
i can get them somewhere else besides from KLCC outlet~ HEMPT

and then i m on my way bek to home~
my very first independent day to me~
now, i m hungry while waiting my sis and housemate to be awake~
i need food, need dinner~
wake up please !!!

dinner time~~~

phrase of today:

咬到烂苹果，虽然吐掉了，味道还会在嘴里徘徊；
选错了男人，虽然分开了，心痛依旧在心里发作~


photo gallery:

my lunch

hesitating, which one to buy?

reading in Kinokuniya

love their hairstyle, will bring yumi to cut it in this coming weekend XD


my popcornmy movie ticket

the story of today~
i woke up on 2.30pm today, and start chatting with mary while waiting my sis and Willson get ready themselves and accompany us for lunch~
it's too bad, the stall i love so much was closed on that time~
so we went to wangsa maju and had our lunch, mary went bek PJ after lunch with us~

after reached in home, my sis checked on her phone and told me that ice was looking for me~
i made a call to him and he came and had a drink with me~
we were really nvr had a drink together for quite sometime~ miss da old time~
we almost chat about everything which happened on us recently and after our last meet~

afterthat, he sent me home~
and i started to edit my blog, and picture which was taken yesterday and uploaded them on facebook~
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=183559&id=701731015&l=cd9cc4e8c0
kindly give it a view and give some comment on my shooting skill ya~ XD

a phrase on today:

you are the deepest wound of me, i will never believe that i m falling so deep with you~

ppl ask:"who is the guy, and how could him hurt u so much~"
my answer is, actually i haven't meet the guy, even my ex boyfriend, he was a wound to me, but the wound is getting recover until i couldn't found the exactly position of it~
so, i m just writing based on my emotion on that time, take it easy, all my friend~ =)
i m fine~

well, another day passed, tomorrow will be a brand new day and schooling day =(
but i still have to face it~
hope that, i can become more independence, more brave, more tougher~
pray harder and harder for myself day to day~ XD

time to bath~ ewww~

photo gallery:

ice and me~

today for me 13/6/2010

wow, finally edited my blog after my long long "vacations"
does anyone miss me here? the answer is, no~ whatever~ XD

today, i had went through an adventure day~
with alot of fun, panic, boring, disappointment, and laugh~
i went genting with my ex-housemate,mary; and jimui, chai ru
hmm, what is the purpose we went there?
we went there for a long queue in skyway, bcz it is school holidays and we only noticed it after we saw the long queue~
went there for our lunch, 2 in 1 steamboat and bbq buffet~ RM30++ per pax~ satisfy
went there for the environment there, the cold weather, but today, it was sunny day, no strong wind and cold weather, it made me felt disappointed~ lolx
went there for some evidence which proved that we really went there today XD, pictures

and we almost forced to overnite in Genting tonite~
the reason is, we missed the bus~
we were half hour early to skyway bus stand, but we still missed the bus, why?
it's because the smartest driver put the signboard as OneUtama, tat's why we doesn get into the bus and thought that wasn't the bus for us, because our destination is in Gombak~
that's the progress that we missed the bus, aren't we brilliant enough? lolx
i called my friend to make sure whether there are any empty hotel room for us~
but she said reservation is fulled, so i called my beloved sister to ask whether they can meet us there and back to our home together after dinner at Gohtong Jaya~
they agreed, but chai ru think they will be in dangerous, so she rather take bus to Bukit Jalil and transfer to Starline Lrt~
so in no other choices, mary and me chosen to follow chai ru's plan and ask my sis and housemate fetch us in Titiwangsa Station and have our dinner together in Genting Kelang~
after dinner, mary suggested that perhaps we should go for some archery~
but we can't found the place; it might bankrupt without our notice perhaps~
then we went for pool, my sis and me in a team, mary and chai ru in a team~
it's too bad, i m still as poor as previous, doesn't have some improvement~
that's why i was counted on my sis, she isn't disappointed me at all~ XD

this is the adventure of us today~

hope everyday is happy day, sadness, leave me please!
thanks, and god blessed~ =)
to be continue...