hello, my long lost blog~
there are damn much of things were happened recently~
very hard to define one by one~
but luckily, the things were been solving one by one~

but i m growing damn fat recently, i cant believe the one who standing in front the mirror is me~
gosh, but now is in the exam period, i cant do anything on my oily stomach~
i need food, need energy~
just let me keep on eating and filling my energy until the end of the exam~
haha, although i know, it was just an excuse for myself~
i will never stop eating no matter wat~

home sick badly recently, i really miss my family~
as much as more than my imagine~
i never know that i could be so dependence on my family~
i never know that i would miss them like i would never see them anymore~

and i discovered one things~
the reason of a marriage~
guys, please do well and deepest consideration before u had the "deepest" relationship with a gal~
if not, u might end up with the situation as my fren did~
his gal, is having a baby~
although there are some doubts on whether who is the father of the baby~
but, he still need to responsible on that~
i will give my fully bless to him, for his marriage and his future~

it's late of night, i m still typing for my long lost blog~
i felt so guilty for not being serious in blogging~
well, no one is going to pay any attention for it~ lolX
yet, i m still going to write it whenever i think of it~
i need to record the story of my life~
although it is not splendid, but it's all about MY life~
i might forgot any special things that i had been went through when i m getting older and older~

well, now it's the time for me to say bye bye to my pinky laptop and say HELLO to my pinky bed~
may everyone get sweetdream and goodnite~

~working working and working for both drama and exam~
~i m fine, i m good, i m independent~

~cleared~

i had currently cleared many things from my previous life~
cleared my assignments,
cleared my blur relationship status,
cleared my exhausting last minutes job habit~
besides than revision and classes, i m still left some free time~
the time only belong to myself, my fren and my family~
i m finally going bek warmy home by tmr~
oh my, i love my home, and i miss my home~
soon, i will be clear all my homesick for going bek and relaxing for a few days~
mommy daddy i m coming bek~

recently, my lovely mommy keep annoyed and nagged
"what is the things keeping u both from coming bek here?"
mommy, we got alot of assignment to be complete.... we miss u too okay? =)

besides than my family~
i m enjoying my current life, no more sadness, no more pathetic~
i m alone, alone without anyone who could pathetic my future life~
i m feeling glad~ the first time found myself so true~
living on the world by being my own~
love the feeling~