depressed recently

is it because i am too free and nothing to do?

i am thinking tons of nonsense these days..

Oh Gosh, i was used to quarrel with him after i landed in Malaysia..

Sometime, i am so wish that i could staying in UK..

so i dun need to face all the fact here..

how am i suppose to face them and solve them one by one during the time that i am so weak?

a lot of things come together, how am i going to digest it and knock it down one by one?

hey dear, i am so weak now..

can u carry my worries, and my burden? how much i wish i could tell u this~ ahah.

for the matter, i accepted, forgiven, adapted and forgotten..

but, please.... no more next time..

indeed, i am too free to recall it all one by one..

indeed, i am too free to pick it out and quarrel over and over times with u..

indeed, i was minded.. mind of her.. mind of my in-confidence..

the fact it, i need not to worry so much..

because i have to be faith on myself.. a special person in my whole life.. haha

i keep repeating for reminding myself, FATE will bring us to our right path..

Fate will bring us heading to the way to our true love..

no matter wat, i am loving you now.. and i never regretted..

no matter wat challenge we will be facing, we will face it together. we will knock it together, hold our hand tightly and go on until the end of our life..

lol.. it's so mushy, awwwww~ Xp

but, i have a question

"am i your ideal one, my dear?"