relief at tis moment

passed up my ITL 1st coursework today~ feeling relief~
but i m kinda scare that my work would be reject and asked to re-do by tutor~
please, dun treat me like tat~ i will do well in 2nd coursework~ XD
recently were really living under the "worsen than the worst" conditions~
ppl said, assignment passed, it can be removed from my msn's display msg~
but i m not going to change it, cz, i love tat sentence so much!! weeew
after come bek from school, get a rest, a bath and went out dinner v my long lost "mummy"-teck hui
had a enjoyable dinner v him~ thanks ya~
and i had a nap, a very short nap, to restore my energy~
wat's the purpose? i dun know, jz dun think to sleep too much~

there is so much of things happened surrounding me~
for the person, i just can say sorry, bcz i m really love my life now~
i dun wanna change it~

gosh, ther are 2 coursework coming up and needed to hand over by next week~
busy days are coming again~
bucks up for everyone, bucks up for Foh Xiiao Haan~
after tis semester, all the things will become so piece of cake~ XD

*let's messed all the things up tonite*
taadaaaaa~~~

schedule FULL T.T

hmm, i think it is really necessary for me to get a daily calender~
so that i can arrange my time perfectly~
my time for tis week is temporary full~
i spare it to assignments, weiwei's convo, baby sis's convo and yumcha v senior~
i have no time left~
everyday is busy day~
attending class, and come back and have a nap~
wake up at nite time, start do some reading and chatting~
one day passed~
how many week i had passed?
i have no idea~ jz know that, everyday passed very easily and jz like a blink of my eyes then i will lost one more day~
time is really not enough for me~
god, can u give me more??

~flowing thought of mine~
i m really damn enjoy my current life~
i m having watever i m pursuing~ except going bek hometown~ =.=
i m starting in appreciate in everything i get and those ppl which give me everything of this~
feel thankful and appreciate to everyone which ever crossed my life~
you all are the best!

my heart is filling with the warmness and love that u all gave~

*hugs and kisses*

PICK ME


You're my favorite part of the day
And every morning I look forward to me seeing your face
I just need to see it some more
Baby I'm the kind of guy who can appreciate a girl as
amazing as you
So you gotta be my baby girl

*SWEET*

u are not irreplaceable~

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable


flowing thought of mine:
there was someone who telling me that i would be regret for chuck him away~
he said, he is the best one for me and i shouldn give up on him~
but who is the one give our relationship up first?
sorry, i m not the one~
today, while i m listening the song, i get this lyrics~
for u, u r not irreplaceable~
i can easily to get another guy~
i m still single doesn mean i m inability to get another one~
i m just wanna live v my own~
wat i love is single, but not u~
so, dun be over confidence on urself~
learn to be humble and appreciate in wat u having~

undescribable feeling

finally, it's Thursday~
i attended one tutorial class on morning and skipped the rest lectures~ haha
and my weekend started~
i supposed to be happy =)
but, i m not =(
why why why???
xiiaohaan: no idea~ mayb u wanted too much than u can get?
hmm, wat i pursuing actually? am i really demand too much?
i just wanted to get back home~
just that easy~
but, i have no time~ lolx

the onli wishes of me, i really hope tat i can get through of this kind of period~
the most hardest period of me~ bucks up for myself~ XD

one more things, shopping brighten up my mood~ XD

let's set a shopping day my ji mui s~

~happy birthday~

specially wrote this for u~

i dunno wat does this mean~
and seriously, i really forgot that today is ur birthday~
happy birthday to u~~~

it remind me last year, u are in UK, i m in M'sia~
but U and I, were so perfect~
we will never believe that we would be separate one day~
and now, u have her~ the one who is really can accompany by ur side everyday~
sorry, i m not the one, who can accompany u always~
who u can reach jz in sudden when u wanted to c me~

i had ever gave up my dreams because of u~
but i m still failed~
tis year's birthday wishes for u~
wish u could have a wonderful birthday, no matter who u with~
and all the best in ur career, in ur future~

~i m good, without u~

~c ya, past tenses~

Oh my~

our presentation is sucks to the MAX !! lolx

fed up, but it encourage me to do it better~

things that we had chosen to do in order to console our "injured heart" is to take celebration with 8po as the reason and had a luxury meal in KLCC~
we had our lunch in a Korean Restaurant in KLCC
but, *opps, i forgot the name of the restaurant*
and then went for a short time shopping to bought the things that we needed~

huu~~ it's really makes me felt better~

we were almost lost our way when going bek for ITL class~
the things i can remember is "Jalan Tun Razak !! Jalan Tun Razak !!"
and then, we found our way bek to the school~
YEAH, we can found our way without using GPS~ GREAT!!

@my internal part@
hmm, i can't found the reason why i m feeling lonely recently~
is it because of assignment and stress?
but i m still insisting my new concept~
not to get a boyfriend in these period~
i m busy enough~ i m exhausted enough~
in a sudden, i miss my family so much, even i dare not to call back home~
i scare my tears will be dropping down~
i really dunno the reason, how could and wat is the things make me felt so down~

~hope the sun will brighten me up SOON~

and one more things, i had cut my long hair =)

~smile to myself and it do makes me feel relief~

baby han, SMILE SMILE =)

Me in latest

lunch of 4 of us~
Chai Ru, Sumin, Jessy and XiiaoHaan