miss the time, miss the members!

oh gosh, i was woke up in the morning and surfing on internet..

suddenly, i clicked into Amy jie jie's blog..

http://amyjea.wordpress.com/2011/10/11/%E5%A8%81%E5%B0%BC%E6%96%AF%E7%9A%84%E5%88%9D%E7%A7%8B%E5%BE%88%E5%A4%8F%E5%A4%A9/

it's all about us! 

in a sudden, i miss u guys so much..

miss da Europe Trip so much..

it's past too fast, we still haven manage to get more closer and it's end.. =(

tonite is gonna meet a few members from europe trip..

wondering who will be attend? hmm.. let's blog tonite mayb.. haha

this few day is staying in kl for job hunting.. grr..

get one call for interview, but the location is so so so faraway from my home..

forced to give up the interview, somemore the position is not really suit me..

what to do...? wait for another call then..

wondering, what can i do today..

baby said, stay home and be good girl.. owrzzz~

i wanna go gold coast, BADLY...

depressed recently

is it because i am too free and nothing to do?

i am thinking tons of nonsense these days..

Oh Gosh, i was used to quarrel with him after i landed in Malaysia..

Sometime, i am so wish that i could staying in UK..

so i dun need to face all the fact here..

how am i suppose to face them and solve them one by one during the time that i am so weak?

a lot of things come together, how am i going to digest it and knock it down one by one?

hey dear, i am so weak now..

can u carry my worries, and my burden? how much i wish i could tell u this~ ahah.

for the matter, i accepted, forgiven, adapted and forgotten..

but, please.... no more next time..

indeed, i am too free to recall it all one by one..

indeed, i am too free to pick it out and quarrel over and over times with u..

indeed, i was minded.. mind of her.. mind of my in-confidence..

the fact it, i need not to worry so much..

because i have to be faith on myself.. a special person in my whole life.. haha

i keep repeating for reminding myself, FATE will bring us to our right path..

Fate will bring us heading to the way to our true love..

no matter wat, i am loving you now.. and i never regretted..

no matter wat challenge we will be facing, we will face it together. we will knock it together, hold our hand tightly and go on until the end of our life..

lol.. it's so mushy, awwwww~ Xp

but, i have a question

"am i your ideal one, my dear?"

it's FREEDOM after bitters!

finally, i had ended my study in my academic life after 16years studying!

today, we finished our last paper.. woohoooo~

finally, I AM GRADUATED! Xp

we had went to the farewell talk and had some desserts there..

time flies, i still remember the date we came, 3 months ago..

and now, every of us are going to pack our luggage and going back home..

but, we are going to Europe before heading back to Malaysia..

i had a good time with you guys.. 

hope u all enjoyed too! =)

luggage for storage-CHECKED!

OMG, my room is currently in a mess! 

i am going to pack all of it nicely before i leave here..

words for you guys,

thanks everyone for the tolerance in this 3 months..

we are just like a family..

dinner together, class together, study together and fight together..

we wouldn know how our future are going to be..

and we might be separated..

but, wish u all enjoyed the life here..

all the best in coming future and....

let's ROCK the EUROPE!

enjoy as MAX as we CAN! cheers all!

生病了

生病了，而且病了好久..

朋友都取笑我，人高马大地，怎么身体那么虚弱..

拜托，我也不想的好吗..

考试时间谁希望自己生病阿?

但是最近真的发觉，身体越来越虚弱..

风一吹来，咳嗽就不会停下来了..

吃了明明就不辣但是加了一点点辣椒的食物,咳嗽又来了..

到底要多久，我的身体才会慢慢好起来？

妈咪说是因为不能适应外国的天气，所以容易生病..

看得出他们很担心我，他也是..

我保证，我会控制自己的饮食，不会吃不能吃得东西，虽然我好想吃...

我会慢慢好起来，然后不会让自己再生病，打勾勾哦~ hehe

今天，被称赞了，他说我读书的时候很认真..

很开心，一直都很欣赏认真地女生，总是希望自己能够为了自己的理想奋斗..

虽然，读书并不是我的理想，但是为了让我的大学生活画下美丽的句点，我会努力的..

其实我希望，自己能够独立一点，坚持自己的理想..

以前总是能够为了自己放弃爱情..

为什么现在当想这样做的时候，又感到力不从心..

不是说放弃爱情，但只是稍微偶尔有时放一边边..

也会担心他的不愉快..

是好事，还是坏事??

又下雨了，这几天老是下雨..

感觉好像好好睡哦~

不自觉地又困了..

不行，今天要读书了..

为了最后一科奋斗~

为了会去见家人见他，做最后一次的句号!

虚弱的身体

我，生病了！！

在马来西亚很少咳嗽的我，来到英国，咳嗽了~ 唉..

上个星期喉咙痛， 这个星期咳嗽..

多两天我就考试了..

要这样对我吗?

朋友说，我身体很虚弱，很后悔，没有听妈妈的话按时吃vitamin c..

一边读书，一边生病的感觉真的很不好..

明天，明天，我就要去看医生了！

挨了好久，男朋友每天催我看医生，但是我这个大懒虫，却每天当耳边风..

真的好痛苦啊，不管了!

每天都在吃药，为什么大家都健康，只有我..

秋天的风，让我的病很难痊愈..

好讨厌..

要是这个时候的我是健康的，就能出门走走，就能吃最后一个星期的英国小吃..

就能很专心的读书了..

但愿我能迅速地痊愈..

祈祷，加油

你.我.他.她

这几天接到你的消息,我们是有多久没联络了?

好久了吧,自从她生了孩子,自从你们结了婚..

我都快忘了是多久前的事了，快两年了~

原本以为，放弃我的你会和她过的很好，心里还酸酸的。。

没想到事情比我脑袋瓜能想出的复杂。。

说真的，我很同情你，但是我真的不知道我能为你做什么~

我回不去以前，为了你总是勇往直前的那个我。。

我回不去以前，为了你放弃所有东西的我。。

我回不去以前，就为了你载我回家而感动了2年的我。。

我回不去以前，为了跟你在一起，把你的父母当成我自己的父母的我。。

我回不去以前，那个傻傻的，只要觉得你在我身边就够了，不在乎以后你会怎样对我的我。

现在的我，有了另一个他，对我很好的他，凡事以我为重的他。。

常常为了乱发脾气的我，伤心难过的他。。

常常为了逗我开心，去买了一整set angry bird, hello kitty手表的他。。

把我捧在手心里当作公主的他。。

他对我的好，是你在那3年里从没做过的。。

我很珍惜，也很庆幸。。

现在回想，真的很庆幸，因为当初没有熬下去，没有跟你说“我会等你的”

她，贸贸然闯进了我们的生活。。

为了认识3个月的她，你放弃了相处了3年的我。。

我很惊讶，为什么你们的每一个决定都那么的草率。。

我们分开后，没过几个月，你们就订婚了。。

还没痊愈的心，狠狠的被捅了一刀。。

开始止血，结着痂的心，又伤了一遍，血又开始流了出来。。

现在的你们看起来一点都不幸福。。

你说你够坚强，不然早就自杀了。。

你说换做别人，早就了结自己了。。

但是我想说，不是每个人都有你那种勇气。。

有勇气为了一个不了解，不适合的女人，放弃一个在一起3年的女朋友。。

不适每个人都像你那样欠缺考量。。

不是每个人都跟你一样那么冲动，想做就做。。

不适每个人都像你一样那么善变，说变就变。。

能安慰的话，我安慰过了。。

能详的方法，我帮你想过了。。

不知道从何时开始，你变了。。

以前的你，

常常吵着要分手。。

常常告诉我，有多少外面的女生适合你。。

常常说我不够温柔，不够情调。。

常常告诉我，没有了我，多少人排队要你，要我不要继续破坏你的行情，乖乖离开。。

常常告诉我，就算现在不分手，以后觉得不合适，连离婚都有可能。。

常常告诉我，放开你我会多后悔。。

那个自负的你，不见了。。

现在的你，像是一只狼狈又受伤的狮子，静静地在舔着身上的伤口。。

想潇洒，又担心伤害对方。。

向下定决心，但是一直被动摇。。

被她控制的死死的你。。

可能年龄大又历经沧桑的女人，比较有掌控场面的气势吧~

你可能会看到这个，但是我一点都不介意。。

我希望你会改，希望你会是幸福的。。

因为现在的我被幸福益满了。。

祝福。

exam getting closer!

oh, it's time for me to blogging again..

after all assignment passed up and had some fun in London, Liverpool and etc..

again, it's the time to work it out..

the exam is around the corner..

everyone are trying their best to be the best in their last exam in their academic life..

i am so with them too. :D

but, currently facing a real huge problem..

i am SICK.. D**N~~~

i am trying my very best to get up from the bed today and forced myself start a lil bit reading to comfort my guilty heart..

i cnt eat anything i love, such as BBQ chicken, spicy fried mee, and etc..

i can only eat mee soup, and tons of water.. OH MY.. what a life..

the last exam, i should be enjoy it to the max..

but i ain't..

the stressful feeling is coming bek again..

and i was alil bit sensitive toward him again..

he was so innocent to be bear with me during these days..

OH GOSH, i had to bath and get into my bed already..

and i am successfully drag two big man to go library with me..

i need the power of FOCUS!

god, empower it to me.. and i will really do appreciate it to the MAX..

goodnite UK and goodmorning MALAYSIA!!

blogged with loves,

xiiaohaan =D

again, assignment~

time flies, i am in Sheffield, UK around 1 month already..

wondering why i am not updating any uk life in my

blog..

it's because, i am busy all the time..

tons of homework and outing since first week onward..

it has never stop, even now..

i was just done my first section of my assignment..

and i realize that my table is just like having a war =.=

this assignment period is really different than before..

my two beloved team mate is not coming with me..

and this time i have to fight alone..

which mean, my dearest boy is not coming too!

it's too bad, i was facing the extremely down period after i reach here..

i miss them so much!

i bet i am still not used to the life without them..

3 months more to go, to meet my boy and my family too! =.="

oh gosh, save me from assignment!!

but, it's time to bed..

i am exhausted and i had promised my group that i will be awake in coming days..

i bet, i am just bluffing bcz sleep is important than everything to me!

aha..

goodnite UK, good morning Malaysia..

dream realizing

i gonna be in plane to UK after 2 weeks later~

oh my god, it's so hard for me to describe my feeling now..

i am just like dreaming now..

so unrealistic, it's so unbelievable..

i couldn believe that i gonna make it..

and i have the chance to make it even better than i'd done here..

aha.. i am coming, my dream~

my dear precious one, take care for urself when i am not around..

keep contact.. gonna miss u badly~

memories

it's a quiet day, and i am alone in home~

trying to rearrange my laptop's file, clear the space, cz it is so damn lag~

and i accidentally click into a no name file..

all of the old memories come bek~

and i had been forced to recalling, everything i was trying hardly to forgot within this 1 and half year.

it's all about u..

i tot, i got no feeling when i touch them again.. but i am wrong..

i am still feeling disappointed, frustrated, miserable and pain being on ur betrayal..

i know i shouldn have any feeling toward u..

let by gone be by gone..

but, i hate u as i always do..

i was trying to be blessing, u destroyed it..

i was trying to be forgiving, u not deserve that..

i was trying to be friendly, u spoiled it..

u know what, u spoiled everything that i was trying to giving out for u..

to be harmony, peace and friendly, but i realize, u doesn deserve it AT ALL!

i wnt give u a damn..

from now onwards, we are stranger..

i need not to tell everyone our stories..

cz it not worth to waste their time for listening it..

what done is done..

i will never recall it anymore..

the files DELETED, memories DELETED, u and me DELETED.........

yumi says, goodnight^^

love yumi's post tonight~

but i bet this little devil will awake on 3-4am and begging me to bring her on my bed again..

she is using this way to ill treat her mummy recently..

OH MY LIL DEVIL!

but sorry, u can only sleep on the sofa of mummy..

bed sharing is forbidden~~~

this is the only rule ur grandmummy gave once i placed u in my room!

aha, cannot imagine this lil notty baby is not around me..

i think i will cry badly without her..

although sometime she is picky.

although sometime she is notty.

although sometime she is autistic.

although sometime she is smelly.

BUT, she is my baby, my one and only baby yumi ^^

post a private picture of her..

shh.. don't awake her..

because, i am gonna get into my bed now~

goodnite everyone ^^

hoho, here i am, AGAIN!

purpose: report my day!

it's been a busy day~

morning, awake by bro and sis on 8~

because, jie, no electric current @@ urgh, i was just went bed on 3.30am~

and then i am awake! and sit with them on my bed my room to keep them accompany..

after 1 hours, current on!

my bro told me, jie, now u can continue ur dream, we are going to gaming!

LOLX!! wat the...... forget it, i get bek to my bed, cover with my blanket, continue sleep! ha...

at the noon, after lunch, we were heading to Kluang~

to sent the trouble youngest bro bek to his school, his hostel~

here we go!!!!

accompany this two devils to have dinner and then we were back to home again~

after reach home and done my own dinner~

i started to be the maid, ford the clothes~

first time enjoying fording the clothes with Jay's 2007 concert VCD! huuu

now, i am a little bit headache and typing as a part timer blogger~ ha...

and my baby gal, yumi~ is sleeping sweetly!

OMG OMG!! what pattern is these@@

today till here, headache badly!

yumi said, goodnite everyone!!!

~it's another day~

aha, i am coming for blogging again~

it's because, i am too boring with nothing to do? perhaps, yes.

there it goes.....

it's another day without parents..

received a sms of mummy from Europe..

it was just general msg, take care home nicely, brother's spec spoiled, and phone him..

that's all for the msg~ oh gosh..

how bout my branded stuff? how about my Long Champ?

well, she doesn't state it clearly and imma guessing this whole day~ LOLX!

anyway, do help me salut with Paris!!

a city where romantic stories created!

do take care, my parents, love u!

aiks, and then, today imma kinda in mood!

i went mini market nearby and bought some ingredients for our handmade dinner!

but the outcome is just sucks in the appearance, but sis said, it does taste good!

oh, it was so sweet and proud to listen on that~

but, we were having our "phone light" dinner.

reason: out or current at that moment..

and we were discussing whether to stay and suffer or to leave to another comfortable house..

during we were concentrating on our discussion, the light turned ON!! olala~

AND, discussion ended on that time~

now, i am sitting inside my lovely room and do my blogging~

yumi stood up and asking mummy hug and carry~

so i did what she requested.. what a lovely daughter.. Awww

she is getting more and more adorable and she love to stick with me~

she stand and requesting for carry the every time i am free and facing my lappy~

i dunno the reason on her changes, but it does really a good change, good characteristic babe~

i can feel about her heartbeat through my leg, it's so peaceful ^^

dearly darling

it's been half month since we last meet..

how long can we doesn't meet each other for this time?

in fact, i dare not think about it..

dare not remind myself, about it..

i know, i will feeling lonely.

i know, i will doubt our relationship.

i know, i will suspect you.

i know, i will miss you more than what i did now..

if i realize the duration we doesn't meet up..

so, i dare not think!

but now, right now, right here!

..I MISS YOU..

i had tried hardest to build the trust among us..

and i am partially success, so dear, maintain it =p

i doesn't willing to admit that i could miss you so much even it was only half month passed..

but i did..

never thought to exploit you in my blog.

but, desperately wanted to wrote a blog, a blog about you,

so, a post to express my feeling for you right now are created!

wanted to thank you..

thank you for pampered me like your little princess..

thank you for the effort you put in this relationship..

thank you for take care me during i am sick..

thank you for the valentine present, even tho you just scare you couldn't reach me caused by my laziness =p

thank you for bearing with my bad temper..

thank you for everything you did..

dearly darling

do you miss me? =p

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Aha~ i was blur today when my msn rang and everyone greet me, happy valentine~

i was still wondering, is it my clock, my phone, my laptop and my daddy's calender were spoiled?

valentine should be on 15th Feb isn it?

today is just 14th Feb~

BUT, i m really a big head prawn~

today is VALENTINE!! yea yea

valentine is just a normal day for me~

i had been past 22s valentine with myself even i was in a relationship with someone else..

this year, i am still alone with my single status since one year ago~ ha~

BUT the differences are, i am receiving few present

s from my frens~

firstly, a bag of snack and biscuit from my dear baby--Lynnet!!

second, a cargo for yumi from my 亲爱的--pipermilk!

third, a bag of pampers for yumi from serene!

the coming present should be from my bro--khwee!

to my bro and baby, thanks for thinking of me even u are in another country! hehe~

my air is full of love even i am not PHYSICALLY in love!

to all, HAPPY VALENTINE!!

~Happy Lunar New Year to ALL~

i was busy and left the blog empty since months~

renewing some updates with all ^^

finally, i mentally spent my new year this year~

kinda enjoy of it~

the first day of new year we went to my first and second aunt's houses~

*get ANGPAO* XD

second day, all of the aunts came to my house~

chit chat and renew the updates of each other~

although there was some unhappy things when they mentioned about me..

but that's gonna past very very soon.. i am sure =)

the third day, we went to visit other aunts and my uncles~

had buffet in 2 places for the dinner..

my stomach was never felt hungry in that night *GOSH*

perhaps that's long time nvr write blog, i really dunno wat should i write here~haha

so, i just writing in very brief form~

photos will be updates in FACEBOOK

stay tuned! =)