hohoho~~ Merry Christmas~~

Christmas is around the corner~

TODAY is Christmas Eve~

gonna spend my days in hometown~ with my families and my daughter~

tonite gonna having steamboat with my families~

tmr we will have a christmas party celebration, gift exchange session~

there are so much of things need to do these 2 days~

firstly, bath for yumi~ myself or petshop?? yiiii~~~~ wondering

secondly, need to buy exchange gifts and birthday gift for bros..

thirdly, get some accessory for christmas night if possible~~

and more to go~~

okay, i got no time to left.. got to go~

merry christmas to all!!!!

and also merry christmas to u~ my love one~~

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let's get some update for my recent life~
actually i m kinda lazy to write my life in details~
so, let's make the pictures tell~
my outfit on 9/11/2010 *last day event*
the wife of Prime Minister~
our booth outside the event hall =)
i love this table so much ^^
the dessert on tea break
my big hand, took in the toilet room i love the most~
fashion show by Amber Chia's academic
live band while the closing ceremony~
my boss and my colleagues~ Sur, Ivy, and Susan =)
the shoes i love the most which bought from Fahrenheit 88

today, i went for my first day part time job after my class~
the job is busy, yet so interesting~
i think i will love it more and more~ haha
this is my outfit of today~
my fren ask, is it u are addicted in formal wear?
normal study day, u also wearing formal?

for me, i jz think this cloth are nice, so i wear it~
nth special mean for wearing it thou~ XD

two family members were adding into my KL family~
they were bought from Vivian Tan and Clive Tan~
which counted as my family in KL la~

this morning, i remove the card in between of two containers~
Clive Tan run to me and said, " dun remove the card, DUN!!!~ u will drive them crazy~"
lolx, but, who cares? XD
i still remove it~
and he was really out of his mind~
he come to me and take them inside to toilet~
he said, instead of c i torture them he prefer to let them acc him in toilet..
wat the ..... INSANE~
then after he went to his class~
i still playing them like he nvr stop me~ haha~

now i m tiring~

sleep lo everyone~ nitez

*sleep sleep and sleep*

blog updating~

firstly,
we were went to the latest open shopping center - Feirenhait88
after we submitted our assignment~
we went for dinner at 拾八风味~
the five of us~
the dishes i love the most!!!
tat was the first day opening for UNIQLO~
tat was damn long queue in front of the shop~
we were wondering wat's so attractive, so...
we JOINED it~
ruru got one jacket and jessy got something there~
for me, hmm, nth for me can get over there~
take photo for jessy when we were queuing up~

secondly,
we were bek from Melaka yesterday nite~~~
i had a great great trip this time~
thanks buddies and sistas~

Melaka, here we come!!!the gals gang car, thou i m gal too ><
been issolated
also, kuan kit, happy birthday~
as u said, i great many time d~ hehe~ i admitted~ touch leh~~~~~
and also thanks to our president, Mr Chew Shao Yew and tour guide, Mr Ken Gui~
the left one is Mr President-yew, right one Mr Tourguide-Ken~
thanks thanks thanks so muchie~
and thanks to photographer- MRS Kei Milk Min~ XDD
then we went to Afamosa, photo at Mr Beh's phone~
and had steamboat at GentingKelang before we can get bek to our home~

today i went to Pandan Indah with Jessy for her fren's grand opening~
my outfit for today~
then after that we had a lunch at Axis Mall~
the next station, we went to Wangsa Walk and had a movie- Unstoppable
with ah yew and vivian~
unstoppable
wow, that was a great movie~
i was panic for whole movie, paying all of my attention~
keep using my hand to cover my mouth like i m facing the real situation~

overall, i had a great weekend this few days~
thanks to everyone who joining us~
thanks to everyone to make the weekend perfect!
love u all~ =)

let's plan for the next trip ya~

before that, i should get my rest d~
fighting for tmr work~
jiayou foh xiiaohaan!!

*fighting, fighting, and fighting*

nite everyone~~

for complete Melaka photos please visit my facebook
http://www.facebook.com/#!/xIIaohAan

woohooooo~ finally~
i done my Case Study individual assignment on 5.15am 4 Nov 2010
feeling satisfy after i done it~
my safe assign shows that i just have 1% plagiarism~
the great things i get today~ hehe

i m wondering, should i go and slp now or continue awake and do my stuff?
but i think i m going to faint soon~
so, my choice is very obvious~ =)
nitez everyone

*done, sleep, and pass up*

by the way, i m feeling more excited and looking forward to the Melaka trip~
hope we all can relief our stress over there~
play hard, eat tons, and enjoy it~
my frens, GOOO~~~~~~

i m such a time waster~
i couldn't found any motivation to complete my assignment~
perhaps, i have to wait until tonite, only i can have that energy~

we went to the Oldtown in Sri Rampai to have our group motivation assignment session~
but, obviously, it doesn't worked on me~
cz my progress = ZERO~ oh my gosh!
but i m a optimist, so i am still believe that i can be complete it before the midnight of today~
gosh, gosh, and gosh!
how dare i could have this kind of thought?!!

forgive me to have some relax session before i could start my assignment again~
please to be motivated after the session end ya~ =)

i should put "DO NOT DISTURB" XD

fight it out before the trip of Friday~
i can do it =)
smile smile ya~~

*relaxing, fighting and complete it*

oh my, a latest post with lots of things needed to share~

but, due to my sleeping time~
might short cut it until very very very short~ XD

firstly, the latest little present i received from my darling jessy~

kind jessy knew that my ankle chain were spoiled while a morning i woke up~
so, she did another one for me~
not really expensive, but sweet to keep~
and then, the weekend i back for my hometown~
my lovely daddy fixed the previous one for me~ love daddy, u are my best!

secondly, an accident have to be report here~
my coursemates were get into a serious outlook accident while we were on our way back to school from Khind education trip~
the most lucky things was, all of them are safe with some minor injured~
thanks god!!

thirdly, i visited dental yesterday~
and i lose my precious teeth~ T.T
it's pain when i was doing the surgery~
but luckily the dental done it speedly~
and the dentist offered me must finish up both of my antibiotics, and have my pain killer once i feel pain~
till now, i still can taste the blood in my mouth~
god, i damn hate that taste~
guess i would nvr be vampire after going through this matter~ XDD

by the way, there is no such things call vampire~
just ppl's imagine~
also my imagine, cz i m reading The Breaking Dawn~ hehe

lastly, i m looking forward excitedly for our Melaka Trip in this coming weekend~
hope it gonna be a wonderful trip and lovely memories of us~
but, before it, we gonna rock n roll for our assignment party~
which the due date of submitting is on this coming thursday~
and yet, i doesn't started anything =.=
in my planning, i should have starting by today~
thanks to my laziness AGAIN~

it's 1.34am, gonna bath soon~
i am so not obedient, bless that my fever wnt be return again~
sleep tight to everyone~

*bath, drama, and sleep*

I LOVE LIFE

the begining of this blog, please forgive me for release my big SIGH~
cz, i m now reaching in kl home~
i was left my warm and lovely home and bek to kl AGAIN~
god know i m forced, but, wat to do? hehe

let's share something during my holidays~
i had bought many things to yumi and i brought it bek~
comb her hair use the latest comb i bought for her~~
wear the clothes that i bought for her~
when i saw she shaking her tails and come to me~
i feel warm and satisfy~
jz like all the trouble was gone, jz because she is right in front of me~
she loves tis bottle~
with her messy hair
i love this photo, she looks cute
old woman, as my daddy always said~
the way my baby slp~

my parents are become more and more cheerful~
i m wondering is it bcz of yumi~
but i can see that they likes yumi alot, and treat her like their granddaughter~
their attitude to yumi now is totally different from the attitude they had b4 i brought her home~

i m feeling happiness to have a daughter like yumi~
and have the parents like my parents do~
i oso love my sibling, although we will having some argument~
but, u know, u are the best one for me~
u know i love u all, i really do~~


one more thing. i finally continue to read the book of The Twilight Saga: The breaking dawn~
love the characteristic of Edward Cullen~
how nice that i could have a man like tat~
but, before i get the right man, i have to learn how to be more independent~
i should have lean on myself b4 i can lean on anyone~
cheers xiiaohaan~

now, i m gonna enjoying my movie and my dinner~
c ya guys, have a good night~

*drama, dinner and chatting*

busy for few days~

not for studies, but busy for outing~
outing and drama everyday~
i was totally abandon my tutorial papers everyday~

today, finally, i get myself sometime to sit down and looking at my tutorial~
OMG, my group is suppose to done 6 questions and will be discuss tmr~
so, i m trying hard to focus on my notes and tutorial~
and also get some time to update my bloggy~
ok, now, i m going to start my homework~
c ya guys~
*looking forward, study, and drama-ing*

went for few gathering in JB~

friday, meet my fren - khwee and went to danga bay after dinner~
the little monkey of the mini zoo in danga bay ^^

staying my 亲爱的's house for few days~
although i was allergy due to the doggie's fur~
but, overall, i was enjoyed~
big head wawa
格格~
旺旺yaya and me~wawa and me~ *with the swollen eyes*

they makes me miss my baby so much~
mummy and baby yumi~ my daughter is cute rite? XD

today after class and went dinner v my "S.H.E" gang =.= also with my sis gang~
we went to AU2 for Sushi King~ because of the Sushi Bonanza~
after reach home and shower, i start tidy up my notes and packed them well~
i packed the 4 subjects into different color files~ weeee~

the line is very unstable and slow~
it took me quite some time to done my blogging today~
here is my another day~
cheers~

*sleepy, drama, and reading*
nite everyone~ ^^

gosh~

first time found my hand writing can be ugly like tis~
my hand is shaking badly~
jz like when i entered into the exam hall~
starting to hate writing so much~

and since i heard we need to write 4 pages for one Q when we study in SHU~
i directly got a thought to give up my degree top up study in UK~
haax~

but i will try my best to achieve it~
god bless me

*writing, reading and drama-ing*

bye for today, and i miss u again~

result was out~

and i've done it badly~
i admit i failed to pay attention to the class i had in last semester~
so, this is wat i deserve~ since i was fooling around on last semester~
i nvr get so worse result within this 2 years~
it will be really unforgettable for my advance diploma study life~

anyway, there are still some chance open up for me to score the better result~
tis semester, the last semester i will be attending classes~
the last 2 semester for me to enjoy the study life~

get my own prepare and gooooooo till the end of the exam day~

buck up buddies~
we are always the best~~

gonna miss u guys lots after tis semester T.T

blogging blogging after one week left~
i was busy on last weekend~
nvr been so meaningful~
i mean, my work~
work as promoter in HOMEDEC (dunno if i spell it right) lol
get some new fren and left something behind~
tat was fun!!
had lunch alone, went work alone, bek alone, and i love to being alone~
the scene i had taken after i finish my work on the first day~

many things i have to left behind~
no matter i m willingness or been forced~
i admit, i still care~ but, there is no making any sense anymore~
whoever mind if i still care?

be focus on wat i m doing~
be nicer to myself~
loving myself more and more, day by day~

while time passed, i will be used~
i will recover, as the person i used to be~

*fighting, fighting, and fighting*

for myself, and for the person who loves me

the end of the pages~

look forward, look forward!!!!
i m fine, nvr be so fine as i am now~ haha

and i found out the words i hate the most~
dunno, en and oh~
nvr hate them as i am now~
i m insane

still not touching my book yet~ yawn
*drama-ing, dreaming, and boring*

opps, i m here~
and i m skipped my today class for nothing~

yesterday i went for a product training~
the first time i found myself can be so torpid and shy while i m trying to promote the product to my boss~ haha
i was used to be a talkative gal~
but also the first time i found the passion on my life~
i felt like wanna achieve those personal achievement~
i start to love my life which not just for study, loves, movies, games but also work~
i can work and to support my own living expenses now~
although mummy still giving, but i can get watever i wants if i m affordable~
WOOT~

after the training, i joined my sis and yinyeh at KLCC~
for lunch and also for a movie that i wished to watch since long time ago~
which is STEP UP3
highly recommended tis movie, the best movie i watched in 2010~
i love the way they dance, love their passion on wat they wanted to do and to achieve it~

by the way, there were 5 little angmo gals who sitting in front of us~
their reaction is very big in watching this movie~
stand up and claps their hands, make some victory noise when the PIRATES is getting the champion~
found they were so cute and so true~
it makes me feel quite enjoy in watching tis movie~
BUT, y.y was sleeping in the beginning of the movie started~ XDD
we tease on her until today~ lol
such long gas la~ haha

hmm, i really need to start my studies earlier in tis sem~
i still feeling like to go UK with all my cute classmate ^^
but, i m feeling really sleepy now~~ *yawn*

*drama, gaming, and chatting*
and continue put my books aside
(*.*)"

bek to usual~

exam had finished and holidays had also finished~
it's the time to bek to my usual pathway~
I DUN WANT!!!

but tis is not under my control~
the fact is, i have to come bek and complete it~ sigh

so, i get the bus ticket and come bek to kl continue my study life~
was raining heavily~
cnt even c the highway clearly~

finally we were reach in our home in kl~
have some chat and gossip with my housemate then start to do our own things~

now feeling sleepy while writing the blog~
brain is not functioning, dunno which words should write~
and how to write in proper English~
*although i m always writing the broken english XDD

it's the time for me to brush teeth and say hello to my bed~
hu, the weather is so cold, the first time i switch my fan at 2 instead of 5~ lol~
i think tonite will be a great nite for dreaming~
bye guys~

tmr, i m gonna attend a product training~
hope all the things go smooth~
wish me luck~~

~~sleeping, relaxing, and dreaming~~

i am gonna having an insurance test tmr~
may all the bless be with me~
but due to the effect of the medicine i had ate~
i m fully blur when i was studying~

now, i m continuing~
hope i can cope with it and pass it tmr~

bless me~~~

~~studying, studying and studying~~

today i was brave enough~
i m sick and i use this weakness and trying to take some "little" advantages from my dad~

the story is just like tis~ erhem !!
start it now:
my dad was bek from his badminton game just now~
and i was petulance with my mommy for get me an IPHONE 4~
but obviously mommy refused~
my daddy walked in from the stages and ask me is me still sick~
i said yes, and continue by mommy,: she will be just fine after you get her an iphone 4~
and then ,my daddy directly turn to my little baby daughter and played v her~
he was indirectly ignore me and indirectly refused to buy me~ cry T.T

so, i decided to get it after this semester and after i get myself a job~
seriously, i gonna make it~
in compensate, i'll get myself a Casio watch first~ haha
actually decided to get it d, but confused when Iphone is launched today~

but since i cnt get iphone in this period~
then buy myself a watch to be my own birthday present ba~~
YAY~

gosh, i m gonna to take my insurance test in this coming saturday~
but yet, i m still online-ing instead of touching the books~
few days left, hope i can get a better result from the test~
~~god bless me~~

now, gonna shut down my pinky lappy and laying in my warm bed d~
~~it doesn pain, i m not sick~~

hello, my long lost blog~
there are damn much of things were happened recently~
very hard to define one by one~
but luckily, the things were been solving one by one~

but i m growing damn fat recently, i cant believe the one who standing in front the mirror is me~
gosh, but now is in the exam period, i cant do anything on my oily stomach~
i need food, need energy~
just let me keep on eating and filling my energy until the end of the exam~
haha, although i know, it was just an excuse for myself~
i will never stop eating no matter wat~

home sick badly recently, i really miss my family~
as much as more than my imagine~
i never know that i could be so dependence on my family~
i never know that i would miss them like i would never see them anymore~

and i discovered one things~
the reason of a marriage~
guys, please do well and deepest consideration before u had the "deepest" relationship with a gal~
if not, u might end up with the situation as my fren did~
his gal, is having a baby~
although there are some doubts on whether who is the father of the baby~
but, he still need to responsible on that~
i will give my fully bless to him, for his marriage and his future~

it's late of night, i m still typing for my long lost blog~
i felt so guilty for not being serious in blogging~
well, no one is going to pay any attention for it~ lolX
yet, i m still going to write it whenever i think of it~
i need to record the story of my life~
although it is not splendid, but it's all about MY life~
i might forgot any special things that i had been went through when i m getting older and older~

well, now it's the time for me to say bye bye to my pinky laptop and say HELLO to my pinky bed~
may everyone get sweetdream and goodnite~

~working working and working for both drama and exam~
~i m fine, i m good, i m independent~

~cleared~

i had currently cleared many things from my previous life~
cleared my assignments,
cleared my blur relationship status,
cleared my exhausting last minutes job habit~
besides than revision and classes, i m still left some free time~
the time only belong to myself, my fren and my family~
i m finally going bek warmy home by tmr~
oh my, i love my home, and i miss my home~
soon, i will be clear all my homesick for going bek and relaxing for a few days~
mommy daddy i m coming bek~

recently, my lovely mommy keep annoyed and nagged
"what is the things keeping u both from coming bek here?"
mommy, we got alot of assignment to be complete.... we miss u too okay? =)

besides than my family~
i m enjoying my current life, no more sadness, no more pathetic~
i m alone, alone without anyone who could pathetic my future life~
i m feeling glad~ the first time found myself so true~
living on the world by being my own~
love the feeling~

relief at tis moment

passed up my ITL 1st coursework today~ feeling relief~
but i m kinda scare that my work would be reject and asked to re-do by tutor~
please, dun treat me like tat~ i will do well in 2nd coursework~ XD
recently were really living under the "worsen than the worst" conditions~
ppl said, assignment passed, it can be removed from my msn's display msg~
but i m not going to change it, cz, i love tat sentence so much!! weeew
after come bek from school, get a rest, a bath and went out dinner v my long lost "mummy"-teck hui
had a enjoyable dinner v him~ thanks ya~
and i had a nap, a very short nap, to restore my energy~
wat's the purpose? i dun know, jz dun think to sleep too much~

there is so much of things happened surrounding me~
for the person, i just can say sorry, bcz i m really love my life now~
i dun wanna change it~

gosh, ther are 2 coursework coming up and needed to hand over by next week~
busy days are coming again~
bucks up for everyone, bucks up for Foh Xiiao Haan~
after tis semester, all the things will become so piece of cake~ XD

*let's messed all the things up tonite*
taadaaaaa~~~

schedule FULL T.T

hmm, i think it is really necessary for me to get a daily calender~
so that i can arrange my time perfectly~
my time for tis week is temporary full~
i spare it to assignments, weiwei's convo, baby sis's convo and yumcha v senior~
i have no time left~
everyday is busy day~
attending class, and come back and have a nap~
wake up at nite time, start do some reading and chatting~
one day passed~
how many week i had passed?
i have no idea~ jz know that, everyday passed very easily and jz like a blink of my eyes then i will lost one more day~
time is really not enough for me~
god, can u give me more??

~flowing thought of mine~
i m really damn enjoy my current life~
i m having watever i m pursuing~ except going bek hometown~ =.=
i m starting in appreciate in everything i get and those ppl which give me everything of this~
feel thankful and appreciate to everyone which ever crossed my life~
you all are the best!

my heart is filling with the warmness and love that u all gave~

*hugs and kisses*

PICK ME


You're my favorite part of the day
And every morning I look forward to me seeing your face
I just need to see it some more
Baby I'm the kind of guy who can appreciate a girl as
amazing as you
So you gotta be my baby girl

*SWEET*

u are not irreplaceable~

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable


flowing thought of mine:
there was someone who telling me that i would be regret for chuck him away~
he said, he is the best one for me and i shouldn give up on him~
but who is the one give our relationship up first?
sorry, i m not the one~
today, while i m listening the song, i get this lyrics~
for u, u r not irreplaceable~
i can easily to get another guy~
i m still single doesn mean i m inability to get another one~
i m just wanna live v my own~
wat i love is single, but not u~
so, dun be over confidence on urself~
learn to be humble and appreciate in wat u having~

undescribable feeling

finally, it's Thursday~
i attended one tutorial class on morning and skipped the rest lectures~ haha
and my weekend started~
i supposed to be happy =)
but, i m not =(
why why why???
xiiaohaan: no idea~ mayb u wanted too much than u can get?
hmm, wat i pursuing actually? am i really demand too much?
i just wanted to get back home~
just that easy~
but, i have no time~ lolx

the onli wishes of me, i really hope tat i can get through of this kind of period~
the most hardest period of me~ bucks up for myself~ XD

one more things, shopping brighten up my mood~ XD

let's set a shopping day my ji mui s~

~happy birthday~

specially wrote this for u~

i dunno wat does this mean~
and seriously, i really forgot that today is ur birthday~
happy birthday to u~~~

it remind me last year, u are in UK, i m in M'sia~
but U and I, were so perfect~
we will never believe that we would be separate one day~
and now, u have her~ the one who is really can accompany by ur side everyday~
sorry, i m not the one, who can accompany u always~
who u can reach jz in sudden when u wanted to c me~

i had ever gave up my dreams because of u~
but i m still failed~
tis year's birthday wishes for u~
wish u could have a wonderful birthday, no matter who u with~
and all the best in ur career, in ur future~

~i m good, without u~

~c ya, past tenses~